a question

there' was a boy asking me where did i schooled

i answered him  ,and then he asked again

"eh asal kau tak pakai tudung labuh ?"

i was like...... hah o.0?

okey , here' s the thing .

which one is more important ?

wearing  a complete set of tudung 

or

wearing a complete set of tudung AND labuh

the way i see it ,

the complete one is important

labuh is a matter of choice :)

Define 'complete'

ah yes ,

opaque

covering the chest

covering the hair

But dont get me wrong ,

i am not backlashing

i am admiring the labuh thinngy

and to be honest , i once happened had the desire to wear it

but it just

i know how high the expectation of those people

and i know

i didnt reached that level yet

and with this so-not-grown-up attitude

mannn, ppl wud take me for the wrong reason.

and 'others' would be affected.

oh no , please man .

i dont want to be the blacksheep

Then please dont question that.

sentap sehhhh.

haahhahaha.

as long as i am wearing this wonderful hijab

that covering me

that sets me free from ajnabi's eyes

that completes me

is actually good and enough i guess ,

niot for you , at least to me

i know the limits

i know the curfews

i know what is in Annur:31

but One day,

who knows i would be 'upgrading' it ?

from good to better

from completing to adding up the value 

hehe

who knows  ;)