i answered him ,and then he asked again
"eh asal kau tak pakai tudung labuh ?"
i was like...... hah o.0?
okey , here' s the thing .
which one is more important ?
wearing a complete set of tudung
wearing a complete set of tudung AND labuh
the way i see it ,
the complete one is important
labuh is a matter of choice :)
ah yes ,
covering the chest
covering the hair
But dont get me wrong ,
i am not backlashing
i am admiring the labuh thinngy
and to be honest , i once happened had the desire to wear it
but it just
i know how high the expectation of those people
and i know
i didnt reached that level yet
and with this so-not-grown-up attitude
mannn, ppl wud take me for the wrong reason.
and 'others' would be affected.
oh no , please man .
i dont want to be the blacksheep
Then please dont question that.
as long as i am wearing this wonderful hijab
that covering me
that sets me free from ajnabi's eyes
that completes me
is actually good and enough i guess ,
niot for you , at least to me
i know the limits
i know the curfews
i know what is in Annur:31
but One day,
who knows i would be 'upgrading' it ?
from good to better
from completing to adding up the value
who knows ;)