31 July 2015


Few things i learnt :

1. Kak zila taught me that just because you are quiet, doesnt mean you are okay with everything. Sometimes not everything you can tell to people

2. Syida taught me that eventho people around you are negative , that doesnt mean you should drag yourself into it altogether. You still can stay positive and cheerful as you always are.

3. Mimie taught me that even the softest person have a limit . And if anyone crossed the line , its okay to blow up. But tell them in a gentlest way.

4. Kak Hasni taught me that even if you are experienced, you gotta keep yourself low and humble. Your experience is not a ticket fr you to act bossy or cocky. and just because you dont see someone is doing something, doesnt mean they dont see it at all

5. Kak Aniz taught me that a manager needs to take care of her staff's welfare. Especially when they had worked hard to fulfill the company's need- no matter what position they are.

6. Faz taught me that just because they are family , doesnt mean they deserve the position of the job. Some jobs need experience from below to be held successfully.

But one thing im sure right now, is i need to move on from this ' keje main2  phase I need to start finding more stable job. Since Hamra is delayed to next year, so i have plenty of time to collect money ! Yayyy. Hahhahaa but this time , i have to find something that can stimulate my mind . Dealing with people are so tiring , to be honest . Over the years , i just realized that .Gahhhhh. I have to get back my cheeky personality also . Im too young to be bitter tho. Plus , this condition doesnt benefit me at all . This is MY LIFE. and im not a tree. if i dont like my condition right now , i should just MOVE . Hewhewhew.

However, for the time being, im trying to focus to be an amazing woman - finding way to contribute to my parents, less talking back and all. It's bout time , isnt it ? I should care more bout what i wear, as to look presentable. Enhance my cooking skills.Upgrade my mind with new knowledge. And most importantly , chasing my dreammmssss weeehuuu. Hahaha. I have to get out from this lame cycle . I need to break this pattern . I must to ! Seeing Kak Yana in her wedding dress yesterday gave me some sort of feeling. I have always been inspired by her. How can i not ? Haihhh. I wish that one day ill figure all of this out . Getting out from this tiring phase and live a brand new life. InsyaALlah. I hope whatever im dealing right now , would beneficial to me or anyone that i share it with . Hihih.

Till then, just pray for me. I need your duaas too, and you guys will have mine insyaAllah. Goodbye for now :)

07 April 2015


As someone who watched Glee from the 1st season and following its progress , it feels so close to the heart when i watched the last episode of Glee. Every character and every struggles are familiar and keen to me, that it feels real and touching. In my mind i throwback the 1st moment they started the Glee club and the dreams they carry along the way. How they face all the problems together , especially the death of Finn (Cory) and they get through it together till the end. Truly inspiring. Im being emotional now, and i shall remember that dreams do come true. And my dream is you ! Hahah #Gleepickupline. Goodbye Glee club. Thankyou for the memories :') Im a Gleek and its a news to me :')

Hope when you take that jump, you don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises, you built a wall
Hope when the crowd screams out, they're screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs, you choose to stay

Hope that you fall in love, and it hurts so bad
The only way you can know is give it all you have
And I hope that you don't suffer but take the pain
Hope when the moment comes, you'll say...

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second that this world could give
I saw so many places, the things that I did
With every broken bone, I swear I lived

Hope that you spend your days, but they all add up
And when that sun goes down, hope you raise your cup
Oh, I wish that I could witness all your joy and all your pain
But until my moment comes, I'll say...

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second that this world could give
I saw so many places, the things that I did
With every broken bone, I swear I lived

Oh [4x]

01 November 2014


Is it happiness all what we are looking for ? Or serenity , free from any suffocating thoughts ?
Or emotional security , being comfortable with oneself ?

Which one , really ?

Salam and hello to you my readers , whoever you are . You could be my friend , or any stranger . Whoever you might be , please know that i feel flattered for you to read my blog since its purpose is to share my opinions , thoughts , experiences and whatnot. Yes , thankyou fr reading .

So , just so you know , we moved into new mahallah . And i finally chose Postgrade's rather than Undergraduate's . Yes , i had roomates . No , they didnt chose PG like me .

That was a tough call i must say . There are so many reasons in so many aspects . To leave or to stay.  To retreat or to be away  I mean , weve been living together since 2011 and only God knows the ups and downs weve been through. But there are times  that i feel like its better to live alone . Not totally alone like having no friends but survivor-kinda alone .

But here's a thing bout me . I hate people who run from their problems . So id make sure that i dont do the same .  It's a mindsetting . You will tend to avoid doing things that you think will annoy you if someone did to you . Simple .

Then my movement from UG to PG  , is it some kind of problem-running case ? Honestly , i myself not really sure . But what im certain of is that , whenever i have any issue with anyone , it happened during theres a war inside of me. You gediit ? Means , the unsettled battle inside of me is projected to the outside and hit other people . That is not good . i Have to do something bout it .

So i guess that is it . Soul-searching . Saved from incoming heartache eventho there would be some in future . However , i find that it is hard to adapt . Everything is just too alien for me . Mundane . Foreign . The people , the environment , When i compare it to the UG , i feel a bit envy . Daym . Is this the right choice ? How to handle this in another 2 months time ?!

Then i found the answer . I have to find my own routine . Routine that simplified my day . Make everything so easy and lovable . I need to fall in love with my room . Have some emotional attachment with it . For this , i need to make connection with other ppl around me . Just find whatever that can make my room lovely and a place that i cant leave off. Yes  .  i have to !

26 October 2014

8 Things Happy People Do But Rarely Talk About

Most of us like to think we are fairly happy people, but deep down we might not necessarily believe it or feel happy. When you look around and see people you grew up with making the most out of life while you keep going to a job you don’t like, repeating the same routine day in and day out, it is easy to feel less than grateful for the life you have. So what are the secrets of all those happy people? What are they doing to get the most out of life while the rest of us watch it pass by?

1. They give

Focusing on money is a sure fire way to end up unhappy. In fact, in studies of happiness, researchers have found that once you have enough money to satisfy your basic needs there are only two ways money can help you. One is by improving your social standing and the other is to give it away. By using their money to help others rather than needlessly hoarding it, happy people feel like they are making a positive contribution to the world.

2. They avoid drama

Happy people also tend to mind their own business. While other people get caught up in other people’s relationships or stress out about who said what to whom, happy people choose to focus on the things they have more control over. Paying attention to your own life and letting other people live theirs is a simple way to maximize happiness.

3. They are grateful

While they may not make a point of rubbing your nose in it, happy people are grateful for the things they have. They don’t spend all their time wanting what other people possess or daydreaming about a better life. Instead, they take a few moments each day to think about all the things that they appreciate and make a point of being grateful for them.

4. They look on the bright side

When the going gets tough, the truly happy are often unshaken. Dwelling on failures and imagining the worst case scenario may be the default option for most people, but if you truly want to be happy, you need to make a point of having faith that things will turn out alright. Maintain your perspective and know that, no matter what happens, you can bounce back.

5. They value relationships

Instead of focusing on money and relentlessly pursuing career advancement by working long hours, the happiest people focus more of their time on personal relationships. At the end of your life, you won’t remember a lot of the time you spent at work. Rather, you will value family meals and time shared with friends. Putting people before money is a powerful tool in achieving happiness.

6. They cultivate many different parts of their lives

While they may place a lot of value on relationships, happy people do not define themselves by one aspect of their lives. They maintain careers they enjoy, they have hobbies, and they love learning and growing as individuals. By paying attention to many aspects of their lives, happy people don’t get overwhelmed when one element of their day-to-day life goes off the tracks. If they get dumped, they still have a rewarding career. If they get injured and can’t play their favorite sport for a while, they still have friends to hang out with. Not putting all your eggs in one basket is a key to being a happy person.

7. They don’t focus on material things

While some of us may think shopping is a great way to relieve stress and that having things will make us happier in the long run, others choose to value experiences over material goods. New clothes are great, but it is hard to get as much enjoyment out of a sweater as you get out of scuba diving the Great Barrier reef and the stories you can tell about it afterwards.

8. They follow their passion

Finally, happy people follow their passions. If they wake up and realize that they are unhappy with their job, they aren’t afraid to leave it to pursue something they really care about. It might involve taking a risk. It might lead to a huge failure. But happy people aren’t afraid to stick their neck out and chase what everyone else is afraid to.

22 October 2014

#Fitness Diary.



Kesekian kalinya kesedaran telah datang untuk menggerakkan these booty and legs of mine to werk it werk it !

Punca ?

1. Buat check up masa ikod. MasyaALlah sister ! Naik 2 kg ! Ya Ampunnnn , Gedi Lemu banget sihhh ! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

2. Dah macam boleh agak , karena pattern makan yg tidak tentu hala sejak 2menjak ini . Hampir setiap hari mau makan ayam . Mana boleh brooo . Ada hari kena makan ikan . Sumber protein terbanyak tewww. Tapi.. kitewww sentiasa lapaaauu taleh makan ikannn tak kenyaangg T__T.

3. Tak fit . Tak slim . Tak fit in (baju) . Serious dohh serioussss i iz dem seriouzzzzz.

Jadi ?

Makanya , pelan pembangunan kecergasan Maslin Muntari telah dicipta untuk mengembalikan bentuk dan berat badan yang unggul. MUAHAHAHHAHAHA .

Week1( tak kire bape round)
Day 1
- Jog 15 minutes nonstop
- Various style ( speedwalk, jump) 5minutes
- Sit-up 10x
- Pushup - 20x

ALhamdulillah achieved ! Moga esok dipermudah kan lagi ! :D