if you can see what i see

tu dia...
result mid sem aku.
huhuhu.
sangat sedeyhhh !
sbb tak dpt seperti yang diharapkan.

dlm clas td otak da melayang2 da xdgr mdm ckp pe

tu sume penangan markah yg sekangkang kera kena jolok berubah2

okey merepek.

do you know the feel when you have an aim and worked so0o0 hard to get it
yet,u do not achieve it?
it's heartbreaking isn't it?
yeah,that's what i felt.
if u ever be in that condition,u probably were in my shoes at that tym.
thus,it makes u understand what i must feel right now.

emmm,sy dulu jenis tak la salu x dpat APE yg sy aim
so ble sy da rse skrg sy rse sgt sedehhhh
dan sakeeeettt
aRITu sy bc blog kwn sy,
dye pon mengalami sedikit kesedihan sprt ini
tapi dye ade kwn nk bg nsehat , nak lift up dye balek.

tp sy,bukan la tdk ade kwn yg wat cmtu,
tapi kte dpt rse xramai kesah sgt psal diri kte

walau cmanepon
sy tahu TUhan tak lupakan sy
even sy tdk dberi mmber yg sbgitu d sini (oh,rndu tym skula! )
tp DIA mmberitahu dgn cara yg paling lain.
dan sy sgt bersyukur,
tatkala kesedehan dtg melanda,
sy dpt mndgr bicara NYA

begini,
smalam sy pergi bilik kwn,
ttbe time tu dye tgh tgok
"meet the robinson"
cter animasi hollywo0d
sy pun tonton cter tu smpai hbes
walaupon sbnrnye tujuan sy skjp je
tp kawan da hulur,
sambar je la kan ?
(sgguh tak tetap pendirian aku neyh)
hey hey cter kartun pon ade moral value okeyy
holywo0d bkn wat cter kosng yg tade pekdah
(itu antara sisi baek ngara luar itu)

emm..sejam sy tonton ...em...

ape yg sy dpt :

"forget bout the past.don't give up and KEEP MOVING FORWARD "

ayat itu asek diulang oleh watak2 kartun dlm cter tuu.

dan ketika sy mndapat keputusan sy itu,
pada saat itu lah kate2 itu terngiang2 di telinga ku.
bila menyedari perkara itu aku seperti ,

SUBHANALLAH~

ALLAHUAKBAR~

ALHAMDULILLAH~

ade hikmah aku tonton cter tu smlm.
sgguh tak ku sgka.
lihat,bagaimana ALLAH berbicara dlm plbagai cara
cuma kita je sdar atau tidak
dan mmbuat usaha untuk bergerak.

AND NOW,
i feel regenerated back when thinking back that this is only a tesT for me,
and the end is still not certain.
i must get up and fight back.
i must fire up my enthusiasm BACK.
i am not there yet
this is not the final yet
so i have to,i must to,i got to
prepare for the war
and WIN IT !

O ALLAH,LEAD ME THE WAY.
MAY YOU REDHA WITH MY EFFORT
AND YOU FULFILL MY DREAM .
AMEEN

INSYAALLAH >.<