Just because you’re struggling that doesn’t mean you’re weak in your faith or that you’re a bad Muslim. 

The Prophet (peace be upon him) experienced an entire year of depression are you saying he was weak in his faith?

Don’t distance yourself from God when you need God the most. ♥

"I'm still ashamed of what what my heart once contained, but still Allah sends me blessings again and again." {KQ} :'(

Be grateful when a danger or a sinful things passed you . That probably the dua from your parents , or your friends , or yourself - years ago  . He is indeed The Hearer of All ; He listens to our prayer :')

Emmmm

The thought strikes again...


Suddenly i questioned myself , of all the things ive involved and done , what is my biggest achievement and successfull in my life ? 


NADA .


I Gulped . 


Oh why .


How can i feel that way ?


After everything that id joined , nothing seems succesful to me ? .... Poor me :(


There are times i wondered , is it because i didnt pull my socks hard enough ? The effort is just so- so ?


The first time for anything , is a trial . The second time is a choice ; whether to Stay and make it through or just leave it.


Haa, i mean, i do like to try everything in this world (the good one ofcourseee) . It is a good actually but i will come to a point that i will leave it just like that . Especially for something that has a long time effect.


And i was talking bout SAP btw . Dont ask me what is it , i dont wanna tell you either way . Hee :D


Okey camni lah , Umur dah 21 tahun , apakah pencapaian anda setakat ini ? Apa yang terbesar sekali yang dapat anda banggakan ? . Haaa jawablah sendiri . 


Cadangan aku utk sem ni adalah utk menjayakan SAP , insyaAllahh . ada orang yg aku ingin tolong . Aku taboleh lari . Aku tak bole tidak bertanggungjawab . Ini adalah amanah dan kepercayaan yg telah diberi . MAsyaaAllahh. Aku tahu ia pasti tidak senang tetapi insyaAllah dgn keazaman dan cara yg betul mungkin aku akan dapat yg aku inginkan. apa2hal aku mesti usaha . Ya, MESTI . Aku sudah penat hidup dalam kegagalan . Marilah kite menuju ke arah kejayaan . Inilah masanya . Bertahanlah , Bertabahlah . Tiada kesenangan tanpa kesusahan . Itulah hakikatnya . Ya Allah bantulah aku , kuatkanlah semangat ku . Semoga aku dan rakan2 ku teguh dalam perjalanan ini . Ameeennnn . 

2 weeks of NO CLASSES

Assalamm people ! Howdyy  ? :)

Yes , you read it right . 2 tiring weeks of no classes and labs . ZzZzZ .

Please dont get me wrong people . Its not like we despise it or hate , but we all have 3months holidays already . And we have prepared  our mind to receive the new knowledge ! Teehee . Since we cant change it , seems we just have to use it to the fullest . Remember the hadith : Sabda Rasulullah SAW : "Ada dua nikmat yang kebanyakan manusia tertipu kerananya iaitu kesihatan dan masa lapang." [Al-Bukhari]

Yezzaaa ! 

So , Last week is the most excruciating since we have cuti from friday till Monday ! Weehoo . Lots and lotsss freee timeesss ! @.@   heee. Oh btw , im not going home because like i said , i had it enough for 3 monthssss youknoww. So , its time to workout ! Plus , Its tooo mainstream ;)

Jadi , kita gunakan that week to strengthen the bond . ehehhe :D

1. Id posted this before in this post :D

2. We went to Bukit Pelindung :)

With Mumu :)

Jyeah ! Thats the highlight la . Thankyouu Madam for asking us to tag along . Hihi . n I was glad Mumu wanted to go too :) . So , it really was a perfect early riser :D

This week :
 1. Settled the 3on3 thinggy

 2. Meeting with the stafffssss .

 3. GASS ( wednesday ) :)

Senior's sharing moment :)

at the back is the view of a Surau near Secret Recipe .
 iT was our first time .
The place is soooo luxurious ! :D

4. Had a looooooooonnnnnggggggg talk with Husna Mustafa , Tido after subuh , woke up at 1pm and then lunch with Kak Fiqa and Kak Fathiah .(missed IIUM selawat :( ) Then being spammed of 1D by Kak Fiqa -.- . At evening playing basketball with Kak Azri and Hajar . Weehoo ! :) There goess my Friday .

5 . Went to Talaqqi. Shakira Shukor ajak . My first time . Quite fascinating :') . After that being dragged by Kak Nik Atikah to Misuari' wedding . OMAGADD ! Segan siot  ! Then having dinner with my newlyformed Usrah member at Teluk Cempedak . Weeee. A day filled with 'Ilm . HIS 'Ilm . His Knowledge . Alhamdulillahh  :') . 

Part of the Talaqqi;s audience :')

Kak NIk Ashikin- the one that save me from keseganan melampau ! -.-"

All 4th year Biomed, then ada budak sesat pakai baju biruu -.-"

                  Oh and this is my kawan skolah rendah (left), kuasa Tuhan jumpa kat sini :)

                  And the another one (right) , one of the my friends that im grateful for :')  

Btw , IIUM now is promoting bout the Dr. Zakir Naik's talk to the public at Teluk cempedak  . So , we as the students need to spread the words by giving the pamphletes . Screw me . I am at my worst confidence level and i felt like at the lowest level of predator 's food pyramid now -.-" . Plus , i cant do that with the right mindset . I dont even know we are having this , and supposedly we are having usrah but then we were asked to do this . Soooooooo not cool - to me . Sorry . Heee .

6.  Tomorrow , we are goin to Pantai Pelindung agaaain ! InsyaAllah :) . Gonna meet kak An at noon , and probably going to her house at night . But , Alif Tan wanted to do meeting for BAsketball right ? < GULP !. 

Okeyy , thats itsss . Alhamdulillahh . i managed to get myself into something to do , rather than sitting down doing nothing. Well youknow , these are some of times that Shaytan whispered to you some bad influence. Like the saying , if you dont fill yourself with goodness , evil will take place. True story bro . Like seriously.

So , please please please dont let your time goes by , wasted by doing nothing or doing something that doesnt give good benefits to yourselfe. After all , its your choice. YOU choose :)

Di manakah baginda yang dikatakan kita cinta itu, di dalam kehidupan kita ini? - HA

The Weekends.

Assalamualaikum !

Ottoke ? We are freeeeeeeeeeee since Thursday untill the next Wednesday ! its about 7 Days free and i am HERE IIUM KUANTAN ! Not goingg homee at alll !!!! Aaaaaaaaaaa ! I am losing my sanity . HAHAHA -.-

Dah lah ada kenduri kawen Oda dan Kak Ang . ZzZz -__-" Tu lahh , Padan Muka dengan diri sendiri , sapa suruh tak plan and tengok awal2 . Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahah .

Alasannya ? Sebab baruuuuu je seminggu away from Home dah balik umah balik dah . Tak mencabar la derr... Peram sikit kann rindu2 an tuu. Eceh . Tapi bila pikir balik , bagus jugak kot sebab nak habes kan puasa 6 sampai hari Ahad ni insyaAllahhh . Ya Allahh kuatkanlahh daku :')

Walaupun aku dijangka akan kebosanan tahap gaban ,  tapi rasanya pasti ada je sesuatu yang boleh dilakukan . Hua3 . Kalau aku balik pun , cemana nak gi kenduri kalau puasa ? Open house Rem pun aku tak gi . Wuwuwu. Taknak lahh dikatakan tak menghormati majlis :3 . Takpelahh Maslinn , jihad nafsuu laa sikit . Korban sesuatu yg lebih kecil tuk sesuatu yg lebih besar insyaAllahhhh :') .

So malam tadi , kite keluar makan2 dengan Old colleagues . Kitorang ni kenal masa kat Cfsiium dulu . Sebab roomates dan jiran2 bilik . hhehe . Fuzi da ada keretaaa beb ! Kuning2 gittewwww Awww ~ . It was great wehh ! :') . Seronok gilaa cakap hal2 masa lalu yang best2 . Memorii kott . Banyak sangatt :') . So there was Fuzi Aimi Syud Kirin and Ina :) .

Okey so whats next ? Hmmmmm. So yg tak balek is KA , Sarah , Kirin , Syuda , Ummu and Shai . Nampaknye dengan merekalah aku menghabiskan sisa2 masa aku sementara menunggu Isnin and Class.  hee.

1.Barang aku tak angkat lagi kat 7 . Ahad last due date.
2. Selase Ade GASS meeting , taktawlah aku terlibat ke tak 
3. Selase gak , nak setelkan cop semua bagai pasal 30n3 IPT , hua3
4. Khamis is GASS and at the same time Meeting first ECDC ! :O
5. Nampaknye lagi due minggu nak 3on3 , kene lahh training wehh ! Will try my best to turun court , even alone and practice ! Muahahhahaahha .

Kalau nak ikutkan , kalau aku tak puasa ni , memang aku 24 hours aaa ulang alik ke McD yang baru bukak tu pastu paksa Nasiaq belanja.Muahahahah :D . Namun nampaknye tak lah kan ? Kawalan nafsu sekarang . Jadi nya hiburan sementara nak habiskan 2 hari lagi ini adalah :

1. To The Beautiful You episode 9 , 10
2. Buku Ustaz Pahrol
3. Notes Genetics
4.TRAINING or Jogging at the evening .
5 .Libraryyyy  . ( amek aura HAHA )


Jadi nampak tak kat situ adaaaa je benda yang bole dilakukan ? Hihih. Kalau bosan sangattt , lepak lahhhhh ng sesapa sambil baca majalah . Huk alohhh , kalau bizi banyak laa songeh ngadu tak sempat nak baca itu lah inilahh. Ni Tuhan kasi anugerahh freee je ni , marilah kita gunakan dengan sebaiknye using what we have ye dok ?  :)


Oleh itu , telah sampai penamat kepada post ini . InsyaAllahhh , Masa itu emas dan sesungguhnya manusia didalam kerugian jika tidak tahu untuk menghargainya :)

Dearest Magentas :')

Hey

The Resolution .

Assalamualaikumm people ! 

Happy New Sem ! And for me its Sem 4 ! :D


Alhamdulillah after 3 months of holiday , Im still ALIVE ! Thankyou Ya Allahhh ! :')

Okey , so , what have i got / done / gave during my vacations ?  These are some of the highlights .


1. Of course lah  the 1st one is Basketball for Masum . Ive made The resolution already at this post . But Overall of it , GETTING OUT FROM YOU COMFORT IS NEVER EASY AND THATS NEED COURAGE + DETERMINATION . BE PREPARED.

2. Well , Since Alonk is married now , My responsbilities becomes bigger than before . I need to grow up FAST regardless im ready or not . See ? Another COMFORT ZONE story. Wuwuwu . Ala lagipun umur dah 21 , sampai bila nak jadi lagu tuuu ja ? Masak tahu ala gitu je ? Bila lagi nak tunjuk power sebagai anak kedua yang laen dari yang laen ni ? Bak kata ayah , Orang yang berguna adalah orang yang berbakti kepada orang lain . Tak payah jauh2, tu ha mak bapak sendiri depan mata hua3 . Aku pun rase , tak guna la semua ilmu dan pangkat yang ada kalau parents sendiri tak dapat nak gembirakan . Ahaaaa . :D. Mencabar gak ah , sebab dah biasa lepas kat kakak kan ? HAHAHA padan muka . Takpe2 , aku yakin kematangan setiap orang punya masa  dan cara yang berbeza . Yang penting kita tak menolak peluang untuk menjadi matang tu . Ececece.

3. So , i think i didnt performed my best in Ramadhan , which is SAD to me . I dont like to blame anyone but myself . Still , this one guy is always there and i have no idea why i still put up with his attitudes. Gaaahaha . I pray to Allah to give me strength in handling this Heart thinggy . Praying that i wont do anything that against my 'pledged' as a Muslimah .  Well , youknowwhatimean . If you feel like wanna cry in search of the strength , just CRY . Kawallah nafsu mu itu walaupun itu maknanya kau perlu Menangis . A guy who treasure you will always want the best for you and the best is Jannah . Im so greatful for whatever strength He gave to me during that time , Thankyou Allah :') . and actually , i need that more NOW .  Help me God :'(

4. Mak kata kan , kalau tak berubah sekarang , sampai bila2mana2 pun perangai tu kat situu je . Wuwuw . Takut wohh dengar , muahahahah. Jadi macam2 lahh rasenye kene imprivise diri ni . Dari segi Manners , thinking and attitude . Haihhh . The never ending Battles of oneself . @__@

5 . Sem ni takmo daa ponteng class . Kene lebih berdisiplin dan matang menguruskan masaaa . Im in a critical state dah . Ottokeeee. Wuwuwu . Ummi Ayahh Im sorryyy . But im promise i will fix this , insyAllahh Just wait and see .

New header

Hye people ! Check out my new header ! It was made by my lovelayhh friend -> Iman ! http://iamsakurafreaks.blogspot.com/ Do check out her blog yeah ?


So , how is it ? Macam matang sikit kan ? Muehehhe , Still a trial . One week , and i might change it back to N0-me header . Its too flashy dont you think ? :D Anyhoww , I love itt! Thankyouu miamorrrrr <3 p="p">

 Be strong my Iman sayang ! He was trying to give you a message , and its your job to find out what it is. InsyaAllah you will be fine :)