28 March 2012

Crossed.

Assalam.
 Before i forget everything i think i wanna say,i ll just drop it here .


Im trying to make this precious 1week as productive as it can be , but all i do is Sleeping -_____-" And Relaxing . And Enjoying my time with Tv's and Pc's like theres no tomorrow. I even Spamming my Twitter timeline with Koreans Programme. Hahahaah. While actually i have Exams and Assignments waiting for me ahead. Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ! Otak sumpah balas dendam dan kosonggggg :D


Penah tak dengar Time waits for no man ? Penah tak penah takk ? -.-








I like this one guy . I thought it wasnt serious - because it always happened (Well , crush laaa you know whaaaat) But Lately ive been waiting for his messages yadayadayada demmitt ! Pastu saket hati sorang2. Hahahahaha.Korang Penah tak penah taaakk ? Bukan dia tahu pun. Takkan la nak bagitahu dia kan ? Gila. Then  yesterday i Chatted with my Long lost guy friend that just clashed . Im sorry to hear that bro :/ . Huuu. And he said to me to just tell him So i will know what to do. I mean , if He rejects , i can move on n If He is not , then... hehehehe.The sooner the better la konon so tade la terseksa perasaan.






So i take that into consideration. It got me thinking hard . Not that hard actually . hahha. :D He's just another guy ... Just alil bit Moreeee than usual heheheh. And i thought . Well , i dont think i need to confess. Im not ready to any possibilities. BOTH yes and no. If its No , im hurt . If Yes , then what ? Its not like im heading to marriage or something. Hellooo i am just 21 ! . Hidup pun tunggang terbalek dengan aktiviti2 dan class. Huwaaaaa. I cant afford another relationship at this time i think . Huuu. Hihihi. After that , now i can slow the emotion.. well.... abit :D








I watch Glee. Yes . Wajib tengok bila balek :D. There got this one episode that struck me . They are 17 years in that series. and they shows how their future is so matters that they want to enter the right university and do what they like. I dont know , but i was like thinking " Wohh, what im doing right now ?" Yes , i know weve been through this situation. But theres another voice said that " You already Chose. So Do it like you mean it. Dont waste it. 21 already. What choices are left ? Buat betul2. Jangan maen2 lagi." and This leads to my attitude this semester . Second year .


Second year. Third sem. An Exco. A student . A part-timer. A basketballer, A friend. A daughter . So how did you balance that all together ? What do you do to harmonize them ?






 Yes ,I need A mindset. A plan . A thing called discipline . A jati diri . (cehhh) . Too much thing to be handled. I managed it last sem. But how about this sem ? Seems 3 weeks holiday is unequal with 5months. Aiyaaaaa. 

All i did is tuang kelaaasssss T,T. Because class at 8.30am , cannot take. -.-. Dah biasa sangat class BUKAN PUKUL 7 OR 8 . Wuwuwuw. Pastu datang lambat -.-". Dah la sem ni sumpah aku tatahu blajaq pa . Tak fokus , satu . Tak ada rasa nak blaja , dua . MasyaALlahh. Kritikal gila do. haiyohhhhhhh. THIS IS NOT RIGHT MASLIN MUNTARI *hempas meja*. Pastu bila exam , gelabahhhhhhhhhh. Waaaaaaaaa. Pastu bila exam, serabuuuuuut . Dengan esaimen tah kemana. Meeting tah kemanaa. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Not good MAslin , Not gooood. Tak bangga la pegang jawatan kalau study kecah. Tak macho la bro. Yes , i need to develop an established way of study ,Period. @.@








Jadi solusinya : 1- DATANG KELAS. (proteinbiotech). 2- DATANG KELAS AWAL (BLE/BGE). 
3- FOKUS ! ( HH and the rest) . 4- Apa yang penting? POINTER.------>


Jangan nak berangan pegang tenure depan kalau kau tak Selamatkan CGPA kau wehhhh ! 







2 comments:

yana said...

fighting maslin!! somehow i feel EXACTLY the same way. how about that?? -___-

max*bubble said...

Wohh , are we the matchmade form heaven ? :OOO hehehe

ehh but which partt tu yg samaa ? :D

Fightingg Kak Yanaaa ! ^^