13 January 2012

Vanishing Act.

Assalamualaikum, This is a random post ,. It is so random that you dont even know what the heck i was thinking about because i myself dont know what i m thinking and why im typing this . I just happen to type it. The end .

 Okey lets start back again .

The quote above , is related to me in a way , Why is my creative thinking is like decreasing nowadays . U know my kind of thinking is what i would call " irregular". Some people love facts, memorize it and keep it original. but i would rather like to have it modified , and make my own word . Okey , thats not so irregular, i know. I have this artistic side , that i thought i should enter ASWARA , IAB or something like that . Hahaha=,=". I prone to those linguistic stuff and sastera thinggy , it what makes my endorphine active and happy. But then again , this side of me that menyusahkan because it make me doubt of my own ability in this science field. Having the hard moment of deciding my path before i entered UIAM, i decided to leave that SIDE of mine ,untouched .

I used to memorized things with colors so easily . But now , its kinda hard .I cant even think logically and "irregularly" sometimes. Im like being programmeddd..... Beside the fact my brain capacity is start to degrading , i think its because i deny that side of me . Music , Movements , Literature , Lingo excites me like a 3year old kid's excitement when receiving a crayon . hehehe . Just that day , i come to my senses , that WHY IS IT SO HARD to memorize this freaking notes ! Ofcourse its not dull . hahaha.

However , nevermind . I have found my way back to THAT side . That Pieces of me , The precious one . Im gonna dig it back out ! :)

Gonna go back with KA gojess and Fareid to Selayang ku sayang for the first timeee ! <3 

Okay , This Sunday is my last paper m Microbiology . InsyaAllah i will do my best ! Dont wanna go home with regrets aite ? ;)

My two favourite people from my school :


 My favourite people in my current life :)

Tak sabar nak balek , nk berkhidmat kepada kedue parents aku :') Cewahhhhh :p hahaahhha. Tapi alonk kat Johor :( . Tade da driver aku . HAHAHHHHAAHHAA. No really . Sedih sebab aku duk sorg kat umah =.=. Kalau ada alonk leh aku bercakaran ng die pastu bile weekend je die bawak aku gi jalan HAHAHH #tatahumalu:D

alonk mmg suke pakai barang aku kekeke :p

Emmm , sejuk nak mampuihhhhhh sejak kebelakangn , This is due to the Musim tengkujuh we have nowwww. 24/7max (?) hujangggg jooo .hehehe. So , wish me luck in this last shot to perform in my exam okayyhhh ? :)

p/s: i told you it was sooo random , So sila digest cepat ! Byeeeee :D

1 comment:

Kay Amira Zain said...

den sogan haa muko den mcm hapo joo :D