Then , this morning , i saw this was posted in Fb :
i was dumbfounded. at first i thought i dont even know that person. but after a little thought and viewing the page , it is confirmed that He was one of the commitees in my taarufweek back in kuantan. I just talked to him for seconds but i remembered him. He was a senior of mine. Biotech at 2nd year. Sad :'(.
Clearly , death doesnt care in what year and university u are . Or even what is your age. When Allah has set the time for you to go ,you have to go. Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiuun. From Allah we came , and to Him shall we go back.
I just devastated. It reminds me of how weak i am infront of Allah in this world. And why i should bother all of those crappy feelings when i must do what i have to do? I must appreciate every single minutes and seconds. who knows i might not be able to participate in Masum , nauzubillah God-forbidden. But yes , we dont have much time in this world . So we have to do our very best everyday , be nice to people and forgive them. We dont know when will our turn come. i Want to be remembered as a person who do everything whole-heartedly till the last sip of breathe.
Amazingly , i dont know him that well , but his death strikes me as well as his other friends. Thats the power of ukhuwwah i guess. Every muslim is bonded as brother-hadis. and what i know , and what i got , i have to do my best in this world , in any thing . Even the bekalan to barzakh.
i am sad. Really. yet i will not make that as an excuse to dim my performance at the court today. but a booster to do the best like theres no tomorrow!
Salam takziah to his family and friends.