pe daaa...

aaahh!
sekarang tiada perasaan
malam malam buta
kat bilik orang
hoho
pe eh nk cakap..
emm,,,
english n arab result da dapat
alhamdulillah
tiada jangkaan
cuma melafazkan kesyukuran
hari ini baru sahaja selesai jadi ajk kt satu program.
semalam studi circle cm t**k
tah pe masalah aku tah
da la dapat mimpi pelek
wuwuw
2 hari yang lepas lak ade smyg hajat h1n1
semalam nye pulak
ade mesyuarat peers
terjumpa satu hot guy,
dak engin(thats what ppl olwez said bout them)
cehcehceh
haha
result kimia tak dapat agi nie..
heyyy,,
berbulu sungguh hati ini
huahuahua
esok ade match basket under medcy
nex week match netball under engenius..
pehh...
merempat2 lak aku ehh
ney press wat bodo pehal??
tolong la activkn dirimu
sian kt dak2 biosc n physc
kurang kecergasan dan kecerdasan
ekekeke
current mode actually few hours ago is MAD
yeah!
I AM FUMING MAD!
hoho
ng rumet lak tuh...
aishhh...
mengapa lah kemarahan tu boleh bertandang di hati yang penat ini...
haih haih and haih!
malas mahu ulas
apa yang da berlaku biarkan pergi
but
sekarang
tiada perasaan
okeylah
sampai di sini sahaja
selamat tinggal~

p/s:pehal skema ttbe sgguh tdk pasal wkakaa.cuma menulis apa yang terasa di hati shj.hua3

emotionless,
merempat.
max

what's next?

i already passed my first challenge

now what?

this was the part where i fell apart,at times.

but this time i'm not going to make it happen again

i must rise!

yeah,maslin rise all you want!

don't fall into the same damn hole ever again.

yet,

how?

i must know the catch.

emm....

due to my observations,

at this particular time,

your enemy is yourself.

the battle,and all is within you.

to fight and win this,

you yourself have to be strong!

yeahh,,strong!!!

be positive.

prior your time.

it is not the time for you to sit and just layback anymore.

officially,that time is over.

read my lips,'ITS OVER'.

so,

now you know right.

no pain,no gain.

what you do ,it's what u get.

come on!

it is now or never.

but remember...

no matter how deep you fall,

never give up!

just,

can you do me a lil' favor?

i had had enough of falling.

so,can we get up and win the race ?

emm,wil ya?

sure,will do.

insyaAllah.

can't be myself?

i am confident but

i still had my moment

baby,thats just me.

i'm not a supermodel

i still eat mcdonalds

baby,thats just me

some says that i need to be afraid

of losing averything

because the way i am

i have to started where i made my name

cuz nothing else is real

in this lala land machine

who says i cant wear my converse

with my dresses

baby,tahts just me

who says i cnt be single

i have to go rather mingle

baby,thats just me!

tell me if u feel the way i feel

cuz nothing else is real

in this lala land machine~

.i dun wanna be like this.

suke ikot sedap hati

.muka dendam kesumat.

ko nmpak xmuke aku tu???

apakah first impression anda terhadap aku? rase2nye,,pe yg aku tgh pker?

idong kembang kempis semacam? tahan rebak? perot lapar smpai nk makn org???

ha....anda memang bijak ,tapi masih tdk btol,,hanya sipi2 je lg nk menyamai dgn sebab yg sebenar,

gambar ini diambil betul2 ketika perasaan itu sedang melanda...

perasaan ape??

jap ehh.....lihat ini:

ini sebuah rumah.rumah ahchong?tak2.ney umah aku.or to be spesifik,ni umah mak aku.terletak di puncak alam. bende sebuah nie la pencetus angin kuskus dan mke asam beramboi kt ats td tu.sebenarnye tiada la apa salahnye kpd aku.cume aku hangen btol LA ngINI! * PENYEWA UMAHPANAS TOL AKU NG ORG TAK BERTANGGUNGJAWAB!* shout out kt fb aku mmg ade kne ngene ng umah ney.keyh2,tuk meleraikan kekusutan,apakah yg telah dilakukan oleh penyewa,oh tak2,BEKAS penyewa umah ney ialah...dgn sebesar2 hati sebesar gunung fuji,dye pergi meninggalkan umah ini ng rumput yg xsrupe rumput...lantai parkey (xtaw nk eja cne) menjadi tempat keraian anai2...sawang dan habuk menggantikan hiasan reben... dan bil eletrik yang tak pendek terselit kemas di mailbox merah tu, disusuli kepanasan yang bertan2 jiwanya dr badan dan dlm hati. sian tol makbpak aku,,,ney da kes kedue dpat penyewa bebal. aku rse cm nk saman je ,kalo bole la. siap usulkn cdgn kt bpk aku suh tulis dlm surat perjanjian. tapi,,manusiakan... bukan semua pegang pada janji ,walaupun itulah yang mengukur nilai hati budi seseorg manusia.hayy,,pe laa susa sgt nk jg umah tu,,mushkil tul la aku... emm...sabbbaaarrr je la....bak kate ckgu siti.sebbaek aku cuti,kalo x? parents ku yg terchenta pasti sgt terbeban.(aku ada mstila tolong,,aiyakkk)haha

.kudrat yang tak terkire.wuwu.

.adek aku bajet ayu.tp xpe,aslkn dye tolong:p.

.sampai saat terakher aku xpuas ati ng penyewa tu.

oleh itu,rakan2 teman taulan,,kalo da tbe mse nk dukumah sewa,,tolongla byk2 jaga umah tu baek2 even xduk sht kt stu, ingatlah,jika kita senangkan keje org laen, tuhan akn bg kte sng berpuluhkaliganda.

(btol wehhh...memg kalo aku dpt penyewa tu,,,hoho cm nk cucuh mercun kt bdn dye,pdn muke!bahaha!)-maseh xpueh ati!

bengang,

akim,

xpasal,

max.

no one

yes,no one.

******
yesterday,
i got an offer to the unikl,
mum said that mara wanted to support me to the oversea
so mum said,friday i must get out from uia to go there
i was like,,,
wow, what a go0d opportunity....
but then,
i have a second thought.........
is that all i want?
to go to the overseas?
because after all the times that i had been through in here,in this very uia,
i just dont feel like overseas is not necessarily
it is not everything,,,
yeah ,finally i said that
your life is not all about going to oversea
it is not like the ending of the world if u r not the one
yeah i know bout people's perception to those who lucky enuff to have that luck
but then again...
who cares?..
when all that matters is u ,urself?
people just can keep talking ,chanting,,blablabla..all what they want,,
still,,at the end of the day,
u r the one who is going to live with ur own life.
ehmm....
so i say..
"mum,i dont want"
mum was so0o0 awestruck.
i noe,gold opportunity.
though,
for my point of view
I AM LUCKY TO BE IN HERE WHERE I AM.
what do u think my mum will say?
course,,,my rejection.
ACCES DENIED!
MUM!
I DONT WANT TO GO THERE!
I'M JUST GLAD WHERE I AM NOW!

***********************************

then,its morning,
i woke up.
trying to figured out,,
what the hell i dreamt last night
then i got to know.
i already accept my faith now.
yeah, i have.
once,im so sad to know that most of my friends got to fly.
sad me,
i am,
coz im one of da straight a's,
n oc is all that i wanted since i was f1,
all that i dreamt for all my life
so,
why wouldn't i?
i was questioning myself the same.
it was just like few stab been made to my heart,

and as if i'm slurping a coffee filled with nails,going down my throat

- painful,irritating and suffocating.

everytime i heard about them
....................
then,
when i got to think back what i have here,
what that will i get here
n things that merely i will not get in any other place
then i know the reason i'm here
yeh,there's always a reason.
deep down in my heart
i know
GOD have a plan arranged for me.
yeah,GOD ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN.
so,,i just need to make use everything right in front of my eyes right?
i have to appreciate what he had done to me.
moreover,there's no different here or there,
it's always bout me.
it's always.
it never have someone else's
.........................
now,

no one can startle me ,

no one can install any doubtness in me;

or even,stir me;

bout my decision,

bout where i am now,

bout how i wasted my flying colours result in spm.

so u people

dont ever try to think about that,

all u need to do is ,just back off!

because,

no one.

yes,no one!

thanx ALLAH,
now u know,
:)
max.

RaiSe tHe Bar~

today...

ada study circle.
alhamdulillah,,,wayy better than last week coz ada guidance.
aku pon da leh menyampaikn dgn hati..
bukankah jika kte menyampaikn sesuatu dr hati ,akan terasa jugalah hati yang mendengarnya
harap2 bgitulah....:),GOD'S WILL.
still,the worse part is,2 jam b4 that thing i br nk bc..
bendenye da la banyakk,,i just cant grab all the input,,
nyesal sgguh...
wuwuw,,so xdpt nk present sebaeknye sgt...
i juz noe i can do better,,
papepon,,,nex week i wont repeat the same thing again insyaallah.
hee~


yesterday...

kelas kimia ptg dicancelkan.
TIDAAKKK!!!!!
eceh,,bunyi cm pljr cmrlg en??
haha,,pekse da lepas,,pe bnde nk smgt g klas sgt,..
the point is,,xdpt ceq nk jmpe Faf(bkn nme sbnr)
penat do tggu dr smlm hgge arini,,kul4 lak tuh...
agaggagaa...
malam tu lak...
dalam kelesuan,,(poyo je sdeyh)
seseorg mghntar msg..
'aku kt uia pj nie'-shamel.
aku pnye smgt ingtkn KO MOHD SHAHMIL BAHARI!
pas aku turun tgok2 upe2nye shamel dak mtd..
apadaaa.
pesal suare dye td aku xleh cm???
toink2~~~
sah2 da lame tak korek tlinge..
dush3~
xpela,,bes gak ade org dtg lwat..jeng3..
heehee..
tp dye kbtulan je teringt aku,dye folow mmber dye je snanye,,
pastu tringt aku,,,
waaa,,tmekaseh la sbb teringt! (bnyik despret)..
ekekeke,,,


2days ago...

kawan aku nie,,
fo0d poisoning...
sbbnye mkn ayam kfc smlm ..
lalala,,,
aku kt umah asl okey je eh??
hemm...
oh..haah,,kt umah ade oven,,
kt sni ade bekas kedap udara jew,,,
ha..logik2,,ekeke
hemm..dye neyh bkn dak asrama.
so aku yg yg da bse neyh mstilah jg kebajikn dye sprti seorg exco kesihtan.
hoho..
dugaan tul jg org saket.
ari first-aku beli bkn nk mkn...
hu,,sabar2,,,org saket mmg byk songeh.
mlm tu-da la prot kosong,nk blaja bio lak..
aiyo0o0..ko ingt leh msuk ke??
aku da nsehat mcm2,even smpai kol mak aku nk tnye nk bg mkn pe.
roti sape pon aku da kebas taruk dpn mate bg trbukak sket slere.
wowooww,,
pnt tol la blaja bio,,kalori dan tenaga yg diperlukan tuk lakukn xtvt pon xtaw ke?
cehh,,pehal aku hangen??
aku pon taw taw la...
aku mmg pantang sket org yg saket pastu cm xgeti bhse.
pehh,,garang mak aih,...
haha,,patotla aku xjd xco ksehatan...lalalalala
salut nana!:p
though....
aku tawu marah tu adlah antare pintu2 syaitan..
sbb dr situ la dye mudah nk msuk dalam hati kte
betapa halusnya cara mereke....
kte pon susah nak sedar,,,
hua3
TUHAN,,,BERILAH AKU KEKUATAN.....!
ya,aku kena kawal!


rabu....

hari yg ditunggu2 sebab..
MAIN BASKET!!!!
yehh!!!!!
haha
dr mggu lepas aku puase men bsket sbb nk blaja pnye pasl!
ha,...lepas gian!!!!
excited gle aku okeyh!
smpai2 court,,,
ttbe,,,wuuwu..
kakak tu kate ade coach mlm tuh..
ceq ingt org tue mne dyorg amek,,
skali dak 2nd year je..laki la...
aku trus xsmgt wehhh..
sgguh terkekang perbuatan ku!!!
ohh!!!
ilang mo0d babeng!
wuwuwuwuuwuwuwuwuwuw
what a grief sbb da lame to tggu saat neyh...
mereka ni lak wt spoil..
sbr je la,,,,
da la coach tu....c***l.
ko pehal weh kiut sgt!?
distract gle tw x?????!!!!
ahahahhaa...
papela ko.


selase...

exam mid chem.
kul 8 malam.
aku xmkn pape tros g pekse.
oh,,bencana!!
perot kosong cmne nk pker weh??
hhaaha...
haha.
adela sgkot 4 soklan objectif,2 subjctif...
i hope it wont make a big difference to my marks,,(of cos it will,,ai'nt it?)


k,,tu jela,,,
harap adela amek sdikit pgjaran..
k daaa~
salam

to0 much to0 tell,
still searching,

max

anta ba'id

i don't know why i post this
2 things i should have done this a long time ago but finally accomplished,
today,
this year;
go to tash's and qam's house
really appreciate nisa and jenab
becoz without them
it wont be never happened
(weyh2 terharu tak??)
ahahaha
or,maybe can happen,,
tp
lmbat sket kott..
ada lagi tmpat dan umah member2 yg tak terjejak lagi kaki
however
for now,
it's enough
da macam satu rahmat lak..
ekeke
ceh,,hyperbola..
kawan ak pnh kate:
"maslin,terpelihare nye ko ney"
sape yg knl aku dr fom1 msti fhm nape dak nie ckp cmni...
malas lak nak usehe terangkan mnde
haha
okies,,,
tu jer.
k
buby:)


just so u know,
high,
max.

subang lama,subang baru,subang jaya,,owhh,,subang subang di kedai.

arini g umah bro qam..(sbb aku junior pastu kne respek pe tah,,ahaha tetbe!)
sebab ade knduri doa selamat..
bukan tunang eh!
ahahaha.. nk golek2 aku kt tnh ktwe spe percye kate2 manusia yg ckp tu..
weyh,,,bapak la gatal aku nk tunang tu mse umor 18 thun neyh!
pekse kimia pon xlps ag ari selase neyh...hohoho..
bell,,kite brjye perdayekn montel:P
wakaka..
aku g ng shakira,,jenab la pemnduku,,sprti bse..
haha
lbeh kurg sepuloh ar bg gerak.
then g apartmen jenab dlu..
huhuhu..
aku kmskn brg dye!
haa!!
da lame tak wat...
i've been doing dat since high scho0l 4 her..
heeheee..
kantoi nab...
haha..
aku pn tara kesah,...
ececcee...ala,,bnde kcik tade hal:)
k pastu kul 12 cmtu gerak umah bro qam,
sesat gak ah byk lorong,,
gle sume strok ade huruf A to Z..
cth: 2/4a,2/4b,........2/4z
ahaha..aku tatw la aku ney batak ke hape,,namun aku ttp mushkil~toink2,,haha
wakakaka...
da jmpe..ttbe khemah kt lua kosong ag
kol dye kate tgh tggu org yg nk bc doa tuh..
o0o0o0hhhhhh!
ehehhe....ney yg malas,,ngee~
ktorg g mkn kt kdai mkn pe tah sbb jenab lapar.
ala mkn sndwich je pon kongsi2..
ekekekekke...
emm..
kul 1 lebeh cmtu..
br g..
da ad org kt khemah..chanteekk!!!!
wakakak.
serbu la ke sne...
eceh,,snanye segan!
sebbek mama dye gle peramah..peehhhhh
papa dye lak,,sgguh aktif ng kmere nye..
hee...i love cmera:)))))
mkn2,,sembang2 tgor2 snior kt stu..
hehe...
kul 2.30 cmtu br gerak blek,,
tapi,,
bell anta smpai tren je sbb itulah perjanjian awal mse nk dpatkn dye tuk g kenduri nie,.
ccehh,usehe keras tahi kucen.
wakkaka

p/s: lupe lak.name dye afiq qamari.nk fly g US.tu yg wt doa slmt neh.course chem eng:)


k ar.
aku snanye tgh skip usrah,,
agagaga..
bodo nye kalo kntoi..
okiess,,
nah gmbr!

semangt2!
wee~
max

just a scribble

supposedly,
i am on the desk and doing essay that need to be submitted tomorrow,
instead,
i'm on this damn internet,
owh 4 gOD SAKE
i can hardly resist myself laa.
*syaitanirrajim...*
hoho
neyh sume pasal mo0t yg tgglkn laptop tak bertuan
aku sbg pemangse msti la cekap
ahh
merepek pulaa,
huhu,
latest news:
i get the offer to be faci,
not an offer actually,
MESTU JADI!
o0hhh,
ya ALLAH BERILA KU KEKUATAN TUK MENJALANKAN AMANAH INI
AMIIN.
what is faci?
u know what is usrah means?
usrah is a group of people that discussing religious stuff to upgrade the knowledge
n i'm the handler
or supposed i say,naqibah?
k,
think gotta go now,
don't really think wanna put myself into the hot water if u know what i mean.

blessed,
worry,
max

waht ur contribution?

before i start,i just want to tell u people that how sad i am to let u guys noe dat it is so hard to get internet at my place. thus,i cant update my blog as frequent as i want.huhu.fyi,there were few events dat had passed by,n being me,i cant gather back all the memories and smack it all out in just one nyt.huh.however,i will try my best n see wht can i do,*sigh*.

okeyh,let's start with the first one,(i'll highlight the event so u can choose to read which)

1. mission to sepintar in jamaah.

okeyh,,i supposedly not following this trip bcos i have a programme namely GPDP to attend to.important? waAay beyond that! my attendance cn affect my cgpa!! how cn u beat taht?,,,but as what nik had said" bkn sng do nk g rermai"..emm..plus intec's+um's+uitm's...wel...emm

..rse cm leh dpertimbagkn ko0wtt (xttp pndirian tol!)ala,,agpon bnde tuh kol 2.30 stat,,sempat

ko0wtt...hoho...okes set!...we from uia are all 10 i guess,plus da boys.hurm, wt a number.

dis is wt happen dat morning:

7.30-aishah called:" maslin,bangun la,ktorg kt lobi neyh"....i was like....." wth.pehal cepat sgt?!" n tdo blek (typical me)

8.30-aishah,again:"maslin,,ktorg da kt luar pakgad ni,cpt r mndi! ko lmbt ktorg tggl je" ..i dunno y...but i was like..."eleh...ugut aku je taw"...(sigh)

the result is: aku lambat.kene g klsntral sensorg.wuwu.jahat.tol2 dyorg tgglkn aku.bongek kt diri sndiri.kn da kene.haha.eh!..wait2..cm pnh dgr kes neyh.----kes ape?-.......kes lambaattt...syhh!,ahaha,

melalut jap~

#kes 1 : kelas stat kul 9 pagi. tah pesal pagi2 tu,atas katil,aku bangun,kul 8.30.in my head yg kelas stat kul 8. melompat aku cm superman lari mndi jalan mcm hmpir nk terbang ke kelas da la smawp3 hapak jauh sekali tibe........o0ohh! nape

tde org??!! kol mmbe---laa...9 ke??cceettt..da

berurat2 otak aku pker alasan nk ksi madam,hu,,tu laa,...neyh pasan lambat.

#kes 2 : kelas bi hbes kul 10.pastu kelas arab,kul 11. aku pon leh lepak2 agi,jaln2 kt stad,tgok2 bo0th club. 10 minit ag kul 11 aku pn g la lyoo1. aik,heran! pesal pnoh da? lom kul seblas,skali aku tgok ade madam! ha? stat kul 10 ke? asl aku leh silap?? aku pn redah je la sbb xkn nk lari lak,ahh,...taram je la. "min aina anti ya maslin??".... gulp!.."ana....ana tersilap jadual!".hoho.. o0o0o0o0o0,,,aku ingt aku dtg 10 mnit b4 seblas dtg awl la tuh,,pdhal,,plg lmbt dr sume org..masyaAllah! cne aku leh silap neyh,,huhu.sebbek madam baekk,huhu,,syukran ustazah:)..

neyh..pasan cepat.

# ney antarenye la..snanye byk je kes..huhu,yg ats ney br2 je jd,,truk tul aku,hihi,,sori madam

AGAIN &AGAIN&AGAIN&AGAIN

by 2pm

k sambung.

g skola td eh..emm....malas lak nk cte..kwn2 aku sume da cter,haha,knklusi,,bes la ko0wt..dpt mjlh+jmpe rmai+jmpe ckgu+jmpe junior...wee~

.right side of tren.

.left side of tren.

.wakil uia gals.

.tgok tu..mreke smgt.

2. global-player development programme(gpdp)

.satu group 16.

.my group.

.our island-wonder island.

.my kg-mate.

I just finish my global-player development program(gpdp). Not bad though. My first perception: it was gonna be totally b0o0ooring +lame~- just like my previous programme at school---motivation prog,prs prog,blablabla.. but then again, my assumption had its turn on me. I had so0o much fun,,especially when it comes to LDK part. Apart of the ceramah n all that kind of things,I had so much wonderful time n enjoyed every single minutes of it. For LDK section,we were divided and required to gather in respective classes. So that it was easy to handle the big number of us.

And Here how it s goes…

LDK 1

-KIPAS-

bkn papepon,ktorg kne bahagi kpd 2 kumpulan.then,we’ll diberi sekeping kertas. Tulis nama on it,pastu fold it n pas kt org sebelah kanan till the oscillation complete, org yg belah kanan tu,kne la tulis first impression dyorg kt kertas yg ade name tu.

Cth: LALOLA…(fold)

Cun………..(fold)+pass

Best………..(fold)+pass

Then,da hbes tu,, aku pon dapat la hsilnye,muahahaha.

MASLIN

Happy go lucky

Co0l giler!

Baek

Low profile.(dak slyg ney)

Havoc

Friendly + talkative

Muke awk cm kwn sy…(huh?)

Menyerlah(ehem2)

Xpkai stoking..(pdhal aku ckp ko ALIM..ouh?..ko usha kaki aku?!)

Ok jer

Slumber jer

Aktiv

Ttg beg-best!

Stylo

Hingaq.(rumet aku neyh,,kedah mari!!)

Haha..bes la kot sbb aku nye positif ,heehee.yg penting ,I gotta be my self. Yes, juz me n no one elseJ

LDK2

-DEBAT-

kami dipecah kpd 4kumpulan. Aku bertuah sbb dpt ng dak kg aku!!!haha,namenye fakhrul,dak aed. Aku da agk da yg debat neyh mst ngarut2nye. Ter nyata benar.

Grup aku dpt tajuk BILIK TIDUR.so,we all kne la pertahankn kepentingan wilayah ktorg berbanding ng wilyh2 laen yaitu dapur,ruang tamu,n tandas.ahahahaha.

Memang havoc gler. Bilik tdur mmg stu kelebehan da.lebeh2 agi grupies nye adalaa kami!.

Ehehehe.

-Grup leader,NAQIB,sejibik cm latip.wahaha,pdhal dak STAR :p

-si FAKHRUL niey,muke je nerd,tp ble bukak mulot,lgsung xde tnde2 getar,peh.,..respek! go selayang ku syg!!

-AMZAR,,no komen.kurg usehe sket..

-WANZU..la,,seseri ke? Hua3.bersepah2 la skola niey,ktne ne jmpe je.tp,diam2 ubi berisi.

-HANi…muke arab cceehh. Tu pon tukang support terhebaatt,,ahaha.

-ATIEY…kurg ckp sket,p idea ttp manto00op..

-AKU…pendebat+pembidas+penyampuk+penggelak..sume aku..wakkakaka

long story short..ktorg menang selepas saingan sengit dgn ruang tamu and dapur.hua3.dan xlupe juga pertahanankuat kami drpd bomm suara sumbangan grup TANDAS.sesape yg xde daya tahan,,patot telinge mreka da berdarah da.ahaha.menyempreng!!

papehal..dyorg mmg cmbest,,n spo0rting!!..

terbaeekkk woo0okk!!!.

Hahaha….

LDK 3

-DREAM ISLAND-

selepas penat bertarung suara td,,kami kmbali lg utk membine sebuah pulau yg didirikn utk org asli ng modal 5 juta.eleh.,.,modul nie da bse r kt skola,cume bezenye is org yg ade tuk kerjesame.sekali lagi,FAKHRUL jd arkitek ktorg.haha,ptotnye ktorg fokus kt part kemudahan,tp ktorg g wat tesco la,ikea,airport,chalet,stadium..etcetera etcetera.da la xpntg.,pastu cm ckup je 5 juta..uwa3…mmg kabot gle r.pulau bentuk burung, time bentang, kantoi xde pertahann atawpon kselamatan,ye r xde balai polis. Pastu ketue kate,,”pulau ktorg kt bntuk burung en?”..er,,aha,,yep,,so??..”kalo de pape ancaman ,pulau nie trbg r tmpt len”…wakakkak! Pecah perot aku !..spontan gle.babeng tul idea,haha.

Eh,lupe lak, pulau ktorg is WONDER ISLAND~,,uuuu,haha,,bongok2 je.

Papehal pon memg enjoy r,hua3..drpd tanggapan aku mengatekn GPDP nie gaban bosan,,tp at least ade gak la bnde baek,,hee~..

Bkn sng do aku nk enjoy teamgrup ney,dlu kt skola,yg menyerlah mst org yg sme je.

So cm bosan la..same ppl,same way..hoho. yg ney da la xknl sesape,,nothing to expect,juz do wit wt u hav n give da best!..

Yeh..welcome to the adultho0dJ

Thanx 4 da memories,then!

oh,remeh?

suke ati la nk ckp pe!

blog aku.

lalalalala,

max

stacy: rehearsel pon all out je.

.after presentation.

people said,learning process happened throughout ur life;it will never ended.unless u died.
so today,i learn my lessons.
in da morning,i had my chemistry class in da lab,we have to do an experiment-in pair.0ohh,,i hate that word.as i just get along with all my 'new frens',so i end up to be paired with this girl,F(bkn name sbnr).huhu,at da start,i was so annoyed with her.glabah,dominating,bossy n etcetera.but now,ttbe cm bersyukur lak...sbb she;s like a strict person. but me ,like yg ske men2,heehee,,(ne nk ngam "-_-).then ptg ney aku terkontang kanting wat lab repot sbb mlm nnt nk men bsket:D.kne la siap kn nk anta sok.so,dye kre pnylmat aku la drpd kecuaian,hahahahahha,,,,siap gtaw aku yg repot ney msuk cgpa,(how cn i do not noe dat???)
ouh!!,uhhuhu...
so,lesson #1: dun easily hate ppl..lalalal~~~

tadi gak aku ade kne wt presentation english..madam said sesje wt pns bdn nnt nk tggu yg original oral..
huuu..
n my grupies are waayy highsprited than me.
in fact,,they all yg sdiekn sume bhn2 as our topic bout co0king.(uh-oh)
ahahaa...ala,,bhn gne kertas jee..
da la mse dyorg wat aku tade..huh
zc n kc jauh maa...
aku lak blek dr umah mlm smlm kul 8..
ekekeke..
hbes kms brg..hisbah meeting lak..
aiyakk!!! terkandas aku di flo0r sndiri.
so0 jdnye 5 mnit b4 stat klaas aku di briefing oleh mreke tntg part aku.
ahhaaahh..
alhamdulillah,,,intresting gak r..(sbb klas aku ktwe cm pch prot):)
heehee..
thnx gle2 kt grupies aku..
ade hkmah nye aku satu grup ng dyorg nehh..hahaha
so,lesson #2: give all out in evrythng u do.or in other word "do da best!"

terkasima.
lapar!!!
max

tak penah perasan

Semalam g shopping kt jalan tar...

cam bse le kn...msti ade org minta2 derme niey

hmm...aku xkesa je nk kasi2.sbb ummi kate hrte kte bkn hrte kte sume,still ad bhgian tuk org len...

tapi bila direnung2kn balek en...

yg mnta2 ney salu umah anak yatim,,,skola tahfiz la,,makcik pakcik yg beragama islam tgh men muzik r.....

come to think of it,

why are there so0oo much poverty dat surrounds us,i mean muslim,skrg ney?

hey,,what happened?!

ne g org islam yg kaye2?? xnk tmbh pahale ke tlong skola2 yg prlu bntuan ney??

xpenah lak aku jalan2 jmpe sekumpulan org buta cine ke,,ataw umah kebajikan india ke..

(setakat ni la,kalo ade pon,,cm sket je)

huhu,,cm sdeyh la tgok dak2 yg edar2kn risalah ney...

org ramai yg lalu cm laaa prihatin bebenor..

kalo yg kasi tu cm britney spears laenla..sah2 memang jem,stuck kt jalan tar tu

huhu...(dasar org malaysia)

kalo aku bentangkn bnde neyh kt membe2 aku,,

pasti duet2 zakat akn disntuh oleh mreke..

hmm..pe da jd ek duet tu agknye yg byk2 tu??
huhuh..

aku xde la pndai sgt agme,,

xsalah aku,,zakat bey dberi kpd 6 golongan(if salah,tlong tgor eh)

-amil

-fakir miskin

-mualaf

-fisabilillah

*ouch,,2 ag xingt,,ngee~~sowy.

tu yg aku nk highlightkn yg kaler coklat tu ler..

hm..

xtawula..

aku nk cter mnde2 cmni pon bkn arif sgt pon,,takot silap ckp lak..

huhu...

papepon..

aku berdoa..

umat islam akn trus maju dlm memperjuangkn iman n islam sekaligus memantapkn agi barisan para jemaah di hadapan.(tah pe aku mrepek,ahaha)

kesal,

wondering,

max

.cnderahati pas sdekah kt sorg mkcik ney:D

fReaKy fRiDaY~NOT!

hal ini terjadi bbrpe jam td..

aku br je nk terlelap..

tu pon kt blik 319.

aku tggl kt blik dpan.

oh merempat!

ttbe aimi kate ad org kol.

kuza?!

TP DA JD MISKOL SBB LMBT NAA..

emm....

skali dye kol lek..

ble aku kua,,

dye n bell tol2 kt dpn pintu..

AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

o0h u have no0o0 idea how i miss them like hell!

hhahahahahah,,,

shidah pon bersame mreke.

mse tu kol4 lbeh

even kl5 nnt aku nk balek..

tp aku ttp terharu ng kunjungan mereke..

ekekeke.

sayang kamu!

muahx:)

p/s;aku rse sgt kebodohan skrg krn aku nk upload gmbr tp alih2 terpadam lak!!!!!...tuhan!

huhu...sian kt aku:(

nisa was ryt.

semalam aku blajar kimia
siyes gle weh...
i'm lost
nisa was right
i want ckgu marlina back
huhu~

can i have this dance...?

Me :

Take my hand

Take a breath

Hold me close

N take 1 step

Keep ur eyes

Locked on mine

Let the music be our guide

Him :

Won’t u promise me

That u will never forget

To keep dancing wherever we go next

Us :

Its like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone like u

Its one in a million

The chances of feeling

The way we do

N with every step together

We’ll just keep on getting better

So can i have this dance?

Him :

Take my hand

I’ll take da lead

every turn

u will be safe with me

dun be afraid

afraid to fall

u noe i’ll catch u

through it all

me :

u can’t keep us apart

even a thousand miles

cause my heart is wherever u are

Me :

no mountains too high

n the ocean’s to0 wide

cause together or not

our chance wont stop

let it rain

let it pour

coz what we have is worth fighting for

u noe i believe that we were meant to be

us :

Its like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone like u

Its one in a million

The chances of feeling

The way we do

N with every step together

We’ll just keep on getting better

So can i have this dance?

haha,

max

hero of da day...

have u ever encountered an obstacles like,fell into a dark,deep hole where u wish that there's going to be a prince charming
...who come to save you
...riding a horse
...wearing a shining armour
....n grab ur hand to ride the horse togethr..
owh,,so romantic!!!

that's what happen to me,,,
but mine..
is..

-the IP-


haha.
laugh it loud as u wish..

the story is like this.

my ro0mate's sis was about to come to bring the 3 of us went out somewhere else to eat. the 2 of them had off to shower n that wud only had me left in the ro0m. i was in hurry back then. in the chaos of thinking whether i shud put the key in the shoes or leave it to my neighbour,i accidentally closed da do0r which had been locked by me from inside, but i am outside now. just then,i realised dat i didnt bring the key with me n da do0r had ...argh! THE KEY..?,,THE DO0R?,,OMG3!
*i DO noe i have this some kind of forgetting stuff and all...huh...tu la,,,byk mkn semut(bpk aku kate)
Lucky us (n eventually me) that our neighbour is so0 helpful (mmbe gak la). they tell me to go to mahallah office n ask 4 da kunci.i really dunno wt to do(yela,,freshies..), she told me BASED ON HER seniors' experience.then i go la.pastu smpai2 TUTUP! OH.That day is sunday n who da hell is working in dat day,u tell me?..urgh,,!sian mmbe aku nye kakak! aku lak,,screw up thngs.
tuk pndekkn cter..
aku g lari2 smpai pkguard paki kasut sukan,da la slekeh gle pkai sweter ng tdung selempang.tu pn sumbgn jiran mmbe aku.wt do u expect?.smpai kt dye,sket ati mak aih,,,pakgad mo0dy kate "tggu la kwn2 len smpai".xphm bhse tul. aku bla la,then kol madam asmazura(fellow floor3).dye kate kne kol IP. emm..

dpendkkn cter ag,,(aku kn cte detail sgt2)
abg Ip pon dtg.siap dpt komen free pasl pintu blik aku.'ni kes pertame ni' dan 'pintu mmg keras gle babi'........erk?..er,,uia? haha.
haa..yg rumet aku yg 2 org tgh mndi td mrempat kt jiran(ne ag en)
*krdts to mo0t n mo0h:)

gerakan2 tok mmbuke pntu aka *to da saving us!*:
1-sepakan gaya halilintar
2-terajang gaya cap ayam
3-flying kicks stail bruce lee

moot kate: ensem r abg IP sepak dr blkg,huwo0o0..

ensem2 pn..tade hasil ..so,last choice..
4-ketuk tombol gne hammer..

mo0h kate:kacak tol dye ketok! da la bdn stret!

agagaggaa
then gnti ng tombol baru...
so,,alkesahla ktorg dpt kunci baru...
n diselamatkn oleh abg IP yg ensem(ehem2)..ahahah
tu la main point nye,,
ekekeke..
akhernye,,kakak rumet ak tapaw kn ktorg kfc jew..
hemm..boo0o0oleyhhlaaa..
haha,,

aimi kate: abg Ip msti da siap2 nk g jln2 cr awek,,tgokla bju pink dye tu.skali kne tlong kte lak.

huhu..sian gak kt dye.
papepon,
tmekseh abg IP ! ^-^
p/s:serik tggl kunci lagi!huhu

being rescued

grateful

max.

21 things girls don't notice,,oh,i'm a girl!?

are u a girl???...pls read it.
n guys,,juz admit it..haha.

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day

18)No guys cant handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

*Everything said in this bulletin is TRUE

keghairahan yg tersemai di hati

translate it ,u will get the meaning ryt.
aritu kan, parents aku dtg,kul 8 mlm ,nk bwkkn jagung mutiara dr cmeron highland n bantal stroberi n stokin n blablabla..
dan juge krn aku xbalek umah mggu neyh ,,mreke gak nk anta am balek mrsm,so tdo kg la,,
huhu..
ade hkmah mlm tuh..
tgh borak2 ng famli tersayang aku,,ternampak sorg sis ni bwk bola bsket yg pnh aku men mse kt skula dlu..hehe.
dgn smgt inkuiri yg tggi aku pon tnye sister tu,,"akak nk maen ktne neyh"
dye kate ade training sesje kt court ukc.hoho.
*ukc:umar khattab college.aka aspure.
korg taw x ,court tu le yg aku nk redah pepagi bute aritu,,haha.nyaris2 je r
hoho
malm tu gak la..
aku maen ng sepuas2nye,,peh.lepas gian bebb..
bes gle..
mse maen tu mmg xrse pape r..
arini.aku rse sume bdn cm nk tercabut,oh!!
oh lemakku membunuhku!
bnce tull!!
*kredits to ano sbb urut aku ^-^
haha..
skrg ..xsbr nk tggu ari senin mggu dpn sbb nk men ag.
hee~
at least..maseh ade prkare baek utk aku survive d uia ini

saya sayang uia,

haha

max.

natasha shahar's

(panas tol aku ng cc ney la..pnt2 aku tules pnjg2,g mati lak!dush3!)

ehem2..b4 i start my entree,,there's a few messages to :

alonk:dun freak out,bc smpai hbes dulu...
frens: korg da salah anggap.sile bce nie utk dpt kesahihan yg sbnr..hu..


ok,,here we are...
>b4 plan ker nilai muncul...

pada hari sabtu yg lepas,,aku keseorangan tuk bbrp jam sbb pika kate nk balek ptg pas kenduri.
aku pn melepak la di cc alilal(promot2)haha.... then aku balek bilik n tertdo smpai kul5 ...babeng. mot kejot aku ajk mkn nasi knduri rye..hua3..buka2 mate da dpt rzki free...alhamdulillah~!!huahahaa.then ptg tu pika xblek2 ag.then kol dye..skali dye kate dye tdo sane.ouh! kebosanan la aku lg smpai ahad. tp xlme pastu,,idea bijak tbe singgah d kpale aku."sok bkn ke knduri kakak tasha?" aku bermonolog,,ahah!,then cr bell,tp dye nk blek kg.,cr nisa lak--dye kate nk knpemkn mlm 2.(i nid a driver!!..hehe).care nisa CM XKNPEM.PASTU SKALI LG IDEA BIJAK MUNCUL DI OTAK AKU.hua3..
kol zulfa tnye:"ko nk g mid tgok wyg xsok?"
zulfa:g ,asl?nk ikot?cte syurge cinte"
aku:pehhh!!nk2,,kul bpe?
zulfa:pagi r.weh keyra ajak ko tgok 17 again kul4.
aku:ok set!
keyra:aku buk tiket k!
aku:yey!
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ttbe aku teringt kt nisa..adoyai...so i call..
aku:nisa,,cne?
nisa:oke set!.....

(gulp!)

aku:oh,,kul bpe,,smpt balek x b4 4?(msh nk tgok zac efron!ahaha)
nisa:smptnye,ko dr sane ng sape??risau aku..ajak la sesape..
aku:emm,,aku je la sorg..tgokla nnt,,sume balek dou..nnt la aku try.

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aku ajak mot--dye nk jln2 mid sok.
sape lg nk ajak?!
las cois: pdot..ouh!
terpakse la den,,kang sorg2 kang,,den bkn ghoti sgt jln2 ney,,hua3..
aku dgn brt hati pn giv a kol n ajak dye,,nk dpendekkn cter,..dye pn sudi le,,(fewhh)


>ari nk g nilai..

lame tol la mamat ney aku tggu,,huhu...parents dye dtg r,,ho....10,30 cmtu br la kami bertolak dr uia ke mid ng teksi.sebbaek ad sister nk tumpg skali ng aku ke mid.at least if mak guard nmpk xdela ktorg kne mrh ke pe..huu...kalo x maw nye dye ingt aku ng pdot ni kapel ke pe.fuhh...nme dye umi,zc.so,smpai ktm amek tket ke stesen nilai. 9 stesen!
lame mak aih!..hua3..,aku msg nisa mse kt stesen ke3..11.30 kot..
hua..
ktorg smpai sharp2 kul 12 kt stesen nilai.then kol nisa..:"i xmndi ag!,,jap2"
terpkse le aku borak2 ng pdot smntre tggu nisa,,xkn nk wt bodo lak,,ahaha..lame gk r tggu nisa ni..kul 1 kot br le dye smpai..ahaha...then ,,smapi la kjt umah tasha,,
she was so0 happy to see us,,especially me..sbb aku ney bkn pnh g umah dye pon..huhuh..
mkn2...pic2,,borak2,...smpai kul 2.30 kot..
nisa anta g stesen balek...waa,,wt a great day jmpe mreka,,'
hua3..rndu sgguh.
ahaha...
aku ng pdot pon balek la.,..cm bse,,,,
smpai mid 3.30,,smyg sume,,aku jmpe mmbe nk tgok wayang!!wa,,,excited,,cceeehh..
pdot lak nk balek,..babai pdort!!!!!!

hua3..
tu la ctenye....

so kwn2..xyah la nk wt propa pasl aku ng pdot do..
hua3....
ni la kesah sbnrnye..xde pape brlku..n inshaAllah..will never happen pape pon k...
sbnrnye aku ad gmbr ,,tp lupe lak nk msuk dlmpendrive..n kbel fon lak xbwk,..
Ya Allah...geramnye aku!!!!!
huhuhu..
nex tym r aku uplod ye..
hua33....

lalala,

max

neophobia

salam..

neophobia= fear of newness..

i'm not saying

yg i ni takut bnde baru..but when u r in new environment ,,sape yg xtakut mse mule2 en..4 some reason,,to adapt to the new environment is not easy n need a new effort.emm..senanye aku nk cter yg smlm aku g midvalley.frankly speaking,aku br je jejak kaki ky sne 3 kali he..hahaha..ni yg kali ke4 n kali ke1 dr uia,,(i start to hear somebody says,,ala..mid je pon),,ahah..

nk dpndekkn cter,,see da woman in da pic?..yeh,,i dun even know her pon.i met her in da bus metro mse nk balek smlm (since xde taxi pn nk anta ktorg balek sbb dr mid ke uia pj kne uturn n mse tu wktu puncak ,so manyak jem,pdn muke kt diri sndiri krn shoping xingt dunie).

well,,da interesting part is,mase aku ng member aku terkejar2 bas tu (sbb takut terlepas pdhal stop kt dpn sket,,hekeleh..pedehal?),.n mse nk lagkh msuk tu..nyonya nie sergah ckp "ha! kamu yg tggl brg tu ek?!"..we were like "ouh?"..haha.."nop",,so,,ktorg msuk n duk je r..

then dgr2 nyonya tu berceloteh ckp ad bdak tggl brg dlm bas..bla bla bla..oh,,no idea,,pastu bas stop kt busstop,ade sorg sis ney (sbb rupe cm dak uia,,baju kurung+bwk beg+kasut flat,,n eventually..she is..oh!!,,senior rupenye..^-^) naek bas n jmpe itu nyonya, si nyonya pn pulangkan balek. n she said "kalo conductor bas len yg jmpe..mmg xslmt la brg adek nie..sebbaek saya jmpe taw"..sis:"makaseh nyonya,,sy da repot polis da"..huhu..oh..lupe lak yg brg tu adalah beg enpon berisi i.c dan money,.what touched me is..brpe ramai lg rkyt malaysia yg msih prihatin mcm mkcik knduktor neyh? sgguh pn ade msti leh kire ng jari en?,,,aku rase kalo cndctor len yg jmpe,msti r da lesap brg sis td tu,hbesla kne kompaun rm100 oleh jpa..fuh,,free2 terbang~~~...this also had me think dat nk jmpe org cm dye mmg cm one in a million r...kalo tgok dr umur dye lak..cm tue2 gtu..mak aku pnh ckp gak yg org dlu2,,ne la ade racist2 ney sgt, thick wit muafakat,,no gado2..no hindraf2,,ahaha...(smse aku pkir bnde nie,,nyonya tu xhulur tket bas kt aku ag lorh..)

mse dye nk bg tket,,aku pon ckp la.."ni zhende hou"..whichmeans.."u r so nice".. juz to show my appreciation kt sikap prihatin+responsible+baik dye tuh. sbb ble aku empati balek keadaan tuh..pehh,...mst tdo xlalu ilang ic weh..n will feel so0o0o0o bersyukur ble dpt taw org cm nyonya tu wjud..heehee..am i repeating it? how shud i not?!..wakaka..cant resist, dsbbkn keadaan nie juga..aku rase,,malaysia masih ade harpan tuk jd satu2nye ngare yg mmpunyai pelbagai bgse,budaya n still leh ad idop aman damai..cume kte gnerasi mude la kne memeliharanye n meneruskan keharmonian ini,inspite all da selfishness n da ignorants~

feelingpatriotic

max