24 September 2009

e for exam. R FOR RAYE!

hoho..
berlalu sudah periksa bi
(ng nada lagu raya)
lalalalala~
hohoh...
pkse hbes kul 12
stat kul 9
pas bes tu g library jap
pulang n renew buk.
pastu
lepak jap bc paper..
bc laaa sgt..
haha
tah pape tah paper u mrepek ckp psl samivellu laa
cheating on cybersapce laa
(waa.xcye aku engat pe aku bc,,haha)
pstu tgok ah tv yg dsediakn tu
taw je a wktu2 rye neyy..
cte kt tv mst besh2..
huhu
ag2 kt astro.
maaaaakkk!
nk balek umah laaa..
spesiically....
nk balek kg!!!
wuwuwuwu
nk raye lagiiiii
wuwuwuuw
aku un lilau2 dn ukc cafe
cm org waras..
haha
astu tepon nik nk g umah raje x..
long story short
ktowg g
ng di dreberkan oleh ACAP MAEL!
YEY!!
slamat aku malas nk naek public..
heee~
wait,
MOHD ASYRAF B ISMAIL???
wa!
ke mana kamu mghilamg??
lama suda xdr citeee....
dye kt unimep ,perlis skrg.
kos mekaelaktronik
uia rep :pdot dame n kami:)
acap da siap bwk akmal.
o0o0
naek perdana weyhh
frst tym!
batak!
ahahaa

g umah raje on daway!!!
ku harapkan dame jd pnnjuk arah
arah ke laut le ktee..
hohoh
trpkse tggu raje amek ktorg
mmule tggu kt jusco
pnye lme tggu smapi big apple siap..(thnx dame^^)
aleh2 kne tggu kt tesco lk
smapai bjggut,,br la nmpk jggut si raje neyhh..
heeeee..
alkisahnye..
kami smpai laaa jug yee.
heee
sebbek aku d siap smyg wehh
hehe.
smpai kul 3.30
terkulat2 dyorg b nk smyg ahaha

mkn2 lepak2 borak2
da kul 5
rse cm nk blek
raje lak kate tgu muzakkir
lame gle tggu upenye xjd lakk
aiyo0o0o
5.30 br grak balekk
huuuu
ng sesatnye ag..
dame r
grrrr
hehe.
smapai nk dkt kul 7..
wowow
smayg cpt aku kt blik nik nasreen aisya//
haaa

lepaakk smapai skrg ney!
heee
alaaa
tape.
fim ari ahad lorh...
cceeeeehhh!
bnik cm hebat gilak pdhal midsem dpt half jel :p
ekekke
yela2
nk g blaja r nehh..
keyhh
daaa~
^-^




23 September 2009

stranger

i' supossed to write this post in a dialogue form,
but i'm in the shortage of tym
so lemme be straight je la
heee

cube bygkan.....
suddenly ade org msg korg ....
kalo yg msg tu mmbe ke,pkcek sdare ke,,atw mkcik kantin ke ,,leh tahan ag
ney,,,da la tah sesape...
pastu nk knl2 lak..
i know u guys already heard bout da same type of stories
n of course its lame
flow cte dye sme jek..
"aku-knl-ko-dr-kwn-aku-so-nk=knl=leh?" or "sy-suke-muke-awk-so-cn-we-meet?"
amboi2,,ko ingt aku sape nk sng2 je nk dikenali,,
tawla aku comel
ccehhh..
in my case,i already got 2!
gosh,,muke aku neyh muke capap sgt ke smpai tah sape2 maw masuk line??
i wonder laaaa..huhu
here's my version:

(tym part "aku" je monolog dlmn;sbb xsmpai ati nk ckp so ckp dlm ati je ah:p)

#1
guy: aku nk knl n kwn ng ko.aku jmpe ko 3 thun lpas,xkn ko xingt??

aku>>palehotak gle aku nk engt ko wtpe,,da la 3 thun....pehh...ko sape do

guy:aku dtg ng mmbe kakak ko la,,ko xengt ke ko ckp pe kt aku?

aku>>ha?? mmbe ? ahh,..asl lak nk engt ko,,mmbe akk aku tu tape la,,dye ensem doo..hee.da la ko lgsung xwjud lgsg dlm kotak ingtn aku to tak?

guy: (DIS IS DA BIGGEST PART) alaa,,,tp leh la kalo kte kawan jee...it wont hurt,aku minat gle 2 kat ko,siyes neyhh,.tolong la...

aku>>......mamt neh aku kang,,,grrr,,(**!&!^^@%)---sory,,juz to0 censored.^^


#2
boy: blaja ktne?
aku>> ??pehal ttbe nk tnye aku blaja ktne pdhal xknl ko
boy: ohh,,aku knl ko dr kwn skola ko,dye men rgbi,aku nmpk ko kt majalah ****, hmm,leh la knl ehh
aku>>emm..xnk ah..
boy:pless...sy ikhlas ng awk,,,bg la sy pluang ,,,sy x maen2 neyhh,...
(i juz cnt cntinue writing wt his said ciz by da tym i finished,i maybe puke)


************************

keyh,enuff of mine..

so,
what we can see here is..
the way,and the word are all da sme..
i'm juzst wondering..
can u simply sayang dat one person..
with only looking at da pics and hearing some stories from sum1-who-knws-who dat kind of way?
can u?
i mean,,,u dont even know who da person is and your feeling towards him/her has already overwhelmed you.
wtf!
cm xlogik gle!
we r not talking bout smthng dat cn be easily gain n then can be thrown out juz like that guys.
we r not taling bout thrash.
we r talking bout something dat is so pure dat no any ppl cn get to handle it properly
we r talking bout feelings.
of cours when i'm talking like this,i was referring to a feeling where u should channel it to someone who is legal to u,who deserves u---ur zaujah@ hbby/wife.
i may not da ryt person to say dis,,but,,yeah,,dats wt i felt.
i know sumtyms it cant be avoided,,
actually,u can control laa
jgn tpula...
suke xsmstinye kne approach
suke xsmstinye kne kawan
suke xsmstinye kne sdar kn org tu yg kte wjud,,
hoho...


k back to the track,


da #1 guy is a mere experience that make da #2 boy is easier to handle
like the saying: experience is da best teacher in da world.
admit it!
heee

snanye ,,
aku nk curse2 mamat2 2 ekor tu dlm blog neyh..
tp ttbe xjd lak..
hehe..
xpe la,,,
bulan baek ,kene ah mulot baek..
br ati baek,,result final pon baekk,,^^
heeee
heyy,,
jgn xtw..
u might like me more when i'm cursing^-^


ohh lupe lakk..
both i reject...
sbb first, due2 da menggelikan aku dr awl..
and second,do u think that both of them goin to just let the relationship in 'fren only" status?
haha.lol.
they will never stop trying guys,they NEVER WILL.
they say "frens only"..but their heart says:"xpe2,,nextym leh cube ag"
phewhh,,thinking of dat had already freaking me out...
i've had it enuff to be in suffocated situation,
when u want to breathe but u cant.
when u felt that u r in da middle of chaos n just cn get out of there (tersepit)
so.....b4 anythng worse happen,,,
i told them: just backoff!
haha,how co0l is dat:)

22 September 2009

haha

haha..
raye da...
dak uia akn katte..
"nk final daa!!!!"
wuwu..
aku lak blaja memaen..
adeihhh..
hoho..
taw ah core course satu je ouh..
hoho.
sedeyh lak ramadan da hbes,
trweh bkn pnoh pon;p
hee...
emm.
btw,
mun nk g rusia sok
arep g mesir pas 2okt so dye xamek exam nk join btn
wuwuw
asl sume org nk mengglkn aku nehh.
(ahaaha,pasan!)
aku lak sdg membencanekan dri sndiri dgn xblaja dan asek on9 je
wuwuwu
keyh ar
slamat ari rye sume!!
heeee
sile maen mercun byk2 sbb nnt da bsar da xleh men..
mcm sy:D
huuu..


14 September 2009

"i'm fine"---define!

"arini rmai kwn angah fly g mesir la umi"
"owh"
"nisa, amar, sume yg laen fly,cpt tul,hoho"
"rmai ke dak laki,,dgr cm byk pompuan je"
"ade je rmai,kite xpnh mention un,2 yg rse cket"
"jnab fly ble?"
"owh,lame ag dye"
"g ne eh dye?"
"australia"


and the conversation goes well til she said,

"ko xrase pape ke?"

pehh,,ney yg aku malas nk cte pasl dyorg
at that time i was like...
hvn't i make it clear to u?
that i'm fine.
haven't i?
that
i'm not in the depressing...or self-destruction mode anymore!
it is waaaay to0 lame to talk bout this now
i'm fine
then i said,

"mom,i already move don,it is not like i'm dead if i cant go oc"
"emm,thats the spirit!"

then i tot she's done with that
when somehow,she don't.

"ther's always a reason why u cant fly dear..i.."
"mom,can u stop it? im sick of it!
i m sick of people who thinks i cant heal by myself
and who thinks i will always in self-depressed.
i'm sick of people telling me which way is better
i know mom
i already knew it
no need to tell me twice.
i'm ok, O K?"

at that moment,
i can feel she dont believe me.

"is it so hard to hv faith in me that i will never stirred up by those who lucky enuf to fly ,mum?"
i was heated up.
i was hoping for a denial.

"who will believe u when ur reaction is like that?"

now,it was my reaction were put into account?
is it not convincing enough just to say "i'm fine"?
hey,who says that?
who says 'what is what' or qualification of how u know someone who is just fine?
u cant people,u cant.
u cant assume all the response that seems had triggered angst
is a sign of "man,she-is-still-sick"
u cant bandwagon it
u cant judge
sometimes,the best way to do is
support them silently from behind
because what's the use of lo0king back?
lo0king forward is what we aim for.
plan for the future
use everything we have

wound can be heal.
it just needs time.



all in all,i do know my mom love me and just really2 want to makesure im ok.
thnx mom,dont do like i do,talk back,huhu,
outspoken is not what i used to be ,yet somehow,thats what i always do.;p
so long my friends who already on flight!
u are the nation's hope.
may everything goes well there
and may Allah bless u.
don't forget to collect all the precious experience there.
it is not all the time we can be foreigner,ain't it?


haha,
ana bikhairin jiddan:)
seriously
alhamdulillah
max

i shud listen to u bell

ya Allah
inilah dugaan Mu
i shud listen 2 u bell,
when u said
"stay away from ur **"
damn!
what on earth im still thinking bout IT?
fo0lish la weyh!
its irresstible ,i told u!
huh!
god,god,god!
hate this moment!
la'alla cpat2la aku mmbesar
graduate
kerje
pastu kawen
wawawa
wo0owo0o!
bkn gatal ah!
bukankah Rasulullah prnah bersabda:
lebeh kurang r bunyik dye...
"selepas seseorang wanita tu berkahwin,
maka selamatlah sebahagian dr agamanye"
huuu...
ryt now seriously i feel soo0 insecure.
hohoh.
ingat xpnt ke jd org mude?
mmg la gumbire,,,
tp....
emmmm...
there's so much things that we as youngsters need to think bout.
esp in this new area,
wher many things are left undone or damaged
that associated with our religion,
nation
politics
but at da same tym need to focus on our future
exhausted isnt it?
it is.
i feel grateful to have U, O Allah.
mukjizat kekasihMu menenangkan jiwa
Kau sentiasa ada utk menengar keluhan jiwaku
oleh itu Ya Allah
kali ini Kau tenangkanlah jiwaku
peringatkan semula janji2 Mu kpd org yg beriman
iringilah aku dalam perjuangan ini
dan kuatkan lah hatiku dlm menghadapi kelukaan ini
sesungguhnye Kau MAHA MENGETAHUI
dan mengetahui apa yg aku tdk ketahui ya Allah...!
ammin ya rabbalalamin.
:)
hee~


better:)
max

30 August 2009

that's what i chose

what is your purpose of living?
err...
emmmm...
well...
so much stuttering.
why?

how long hv u been a muslim?
18 years?
12?
21?
so what the hell have u been doing for the whole time in this earth?


what will u do when those question were asked to u ,my dear readers?
hvnt that ring a bell?
well, it does,to me,
this camp had really open my eyes of whats the reason we were being created.
to worship Allah,to prosper this earth accordingly.
if not,there's no reason the MOst MErciful to give us live.
our responsbilities are so big that is why Allah created us eventhough the angels objected at first by saying:
"will u place therein one who will make mischiefand shed blood while we do celebrate your praises andglorify your holy name?
then ALLAH said:"i know waht u know not"
how great is that? Allah has put us a higher level than angels? who0a.
and surprisingly,if we really undersatnd our mission here,
there's nothing can stop us from attributing to Allah.
no words from our mouth will be spoken to express difficulties.
daie-does dat word familiar to u?
cute but hold a big meaning to each of us.
we all as a muslim is a daie.
so people,do your job!
go da'wah!
go show ur best attitude!
go pray and fullfill all the wajib !
go stop doing haram things!
go amar makruf and nahi mungkar!
hee...
this is said to my self to0:)
hopefully u all can feel what i feel.








xtvt berkayak.











nmpk rupe daa














tgh muhasabah la kunun,,
sape dpt cari ne aku!













makan pun mst smgt maa..hhaa












jumpe balek dyorg yg nilai mse iftar
jamaie faci:)

18 August 2009

whatever happen to....









olla!
wah3...
suda lama tdk updet ini blog ya..
heehee...
lastym cte pasl pe ek..
emm..
o0hh.match!
keyh,,here it goes...



emm..
match basket medcy: juara:)))
match netball engenius: ari satu baekkkkkk punye,,ari due semput,,so,,kalah,,wuwuwu:(


.pic ng musuh pas menang,hehe..










.ng kak usrah mse netball mtch.dye vice engenius upenye.
pehal aku xtawu???
haha.





ari ahad ble tah,,i was one of the comittee of a talk.it was held under PEERS society.haha.first year da cube2 jd ajk..alhamdulillah, sume baekk jew:)







.ng penceramah tu,he's go0d!.








emmm,then last week was the most dilemma week becoz; natasha shahar wants to spend her time wit me as she is goin to fly to indon on 17(yesterday). the prob is,i only got time on weekend ,which i was supposed to attend an ibadah camp starting friday but it is optional,yet,gold opprtunities.and as for that day,i also have study circle to
handle.wuwu.so0o0 hard to cho0se! then suddenly,kak azri said that that sunday uia gombak wanted to have a friendly match with us.hearing that at that moment,i made my decision to let the camp go,huhu.yeah it's hard.well,maybe i just not meant to be there.so i end up hanging ou wit my besfren,tAsha!




















emmm...pe ag ye??huhu...ahaa...thisweek's dilemma: nk balek umah sahurbukakpose ng fam,,
tapitapitapi...ade camp faci lakk!!!huhu......rugi if x gi..tapi,,nk balekk umahh!!wuwuwuww.
well..if cmtu,,kne la tggu next post utk tawu kesudahan nye,,jeng3,,
akher kate..selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan wahai sekalian insan. smoge tahun ini lebih baek dr yg lepas2, inilah masenye utk kite mengupgrade iman wal ibadah,,hua3,,, harap2,,ade sesuatu yang kte pelajari dr madrasah ramadhan tahun ini:)..till thenn,,daaa~
assalamualaikum.

alas!
lapar la weyh!
max

p/s:malam nie kelas kimia.(x_x)

09 August 2009

pe daaa...

aaahh!
sekarang tiada perasaan
malam malam buta
kat bilik orang
hoho
pe eh nk cakap..
emm,,,
english n arab result da dapat
alhamdulillah
tiada jangkaan
cuma melafazkan kesyukuran
hari ini baru sahaja selesai jadi ajk kt satu program.
semalam studi circle cm t**k
tah pe masalah aku tah
da la dapat mimpi pelek
wuwuw
2 hari yang lepas lak ade smyg hajat h1n1
semalam nye pulak
ade mesyuarat peers
terjumpa satu hot guy,
dak engin(thats what ppl olwez said bout them)
cehcehceh
haha
result kimia tak dapat agi nie..
heyyy,,
berbulu sungguh hati ini
huahuahua
esok ade match basket under medcy
nex week match netball under engenius..
pehh...
merempat2 lak aku ehh
ney press wat bodo pehal??
tolong la activkn dirimu
sian kt dak2 biosc n physc
kurang kecergasan dan kecerdasan
ekekeke
current mode actually few hours ago is MAD
yeah!
I AM FUMING MAD!
hoho
ng rumet lak tuh...
aishhh...
mengapa lah kemarahan tu boleh bertandang di hati yang penat ini...
haih haih and haih!
malas mahu ulas
apa yang da berlaku biarkan pergi
but
sekarang
tiada perasaan
okeylah
sampai di sini sahaja
selamat tinggal~

p/s:pehal skema ttbe sgguh tdk pasal wkakaa.cuma menulis apa yang terasa di hati shj.hua3

emotionless,
merempat.
max

26 July 2009

what's next?

i already passed my first challenge
now what?
this was the part where i fell apart,at times.
but this time i'm not going to make it happen again
i must rise!
yeah,maslin rise all you want!
don't fall into the same damn hole ever again.
yet,
how?
i must know the catch.
emm....
due to my observations,
at this particular time,
your enemy is yourself.
the battle,and all is within you.
to fight and win this,
you yourself have to be strong!
yeahh,,strong!!!
be positive.
prior your time.
it is not the time for you to sit and just layback anymore.
officially,that time is over.
read my lips,'ITS OVER'.
so,
now you know right.
no pain,no gain.
what you do ,it's what u get.
come on!
it is now or never.
but remember...
no matter how deep you fall,
never give up!
just,
can you do me a lil' favor?
i had had enough of falling.
so,can we get up and win the race ?
emm,wil ya?
sure,will do.
insyaAllah.

24 July 2009

can't be myself?


i am confident but
i still had my moment
baby,thats just me.
i'm not a supermodel
i still eat mcdonalds
baby,thats just me
some says that i need to be afraid
of losing averything
because the way i am
i have to started where i made my name
cuz nothing else is real
in this lala land machine
who says i cant wear my converse
with my dresses
baby,tahts just me
who says i cnt be single
i have to go rather mingle
baby,thats just me!
tell me if u feel the way i feel
cuz nothing else is real
in this lala land machine~

.i dun wanna be like this.

19 July 2009

suke ikot sedap hati



.muka dendam kesumat.

ko nmpak xmuke aku tu???
apakah first impression anda terhadap aku? rase2nye,,pe yg aku tgh pker?
idong kembang kempis semacam? tahan rebak? perot lapar smpai nk makn org???
ha....anda memang bijak ,tapi masih tdk btol,,hanya sipi2 je lg nk menyamai dgn sebab yg sebenar,
gambar ini diambil betul2 ketika perasaan itu sedang melanda...
perasaan ape??
jap ehh.....lihat ini:


ini sebuah rumah.rumah ahchong?tak2.ney umah aku.or to be spesifik,ni umah mak aku.terletak di puncak alam. bende sebuah nie la pencetus angin kuskus dan mke asam beramboi kt ats td tu.sebenarnye tiada la apa salahnye kpd aku.cume aku hangen btol LA ngINI! * PENYEWA UMAHPANAS TOL AKU NG ORG TAK BERTANGGUNGJAWAB!* shout out kt fb aku mmg ade kne ngene ng umah ney.keyh2,tuk meleraikan kekusutan,apakah yg telah dilakukan oleh penyewa,oh tak2,BEKAS penyewa umah ney ialah...dgn sebesar2 hati sebesar gunung fuji,dye pergi meninggalkan umah ini ng rumput yg xsrupe rumput...lantai parkey (xtaw nk eja cne) menjadi tempat keraian anai2...sawang dan habuk menggantikan hiasan reben... dan bil eletrik yang tak pendek terselit kemas di mailbox merah tu, disusuli kepanasan yang bertan2 jiwanya dr badan dan dlm hati. sian tol makbpak aku,,,ney da kes kedue dpat penyewa bebal. aku rse cm nk saman je ,kalo bole la. siap usulkn cdgn kt bpk aku suh tulis dlm surat perjanjian. tapi,,manusiakan... bukan semua pegang pada janji ,walaupun itulah yang mengukur nilai hati budi seseorg manusia.hayy,,pe laa susa sgt nk jg umah tu,,mushkil tul la aku... emm...sabbbaaarrr je la....bak kate ckgu siti.sebbaek aku cuti,kalo x? parents ku yg terchenta pasti sgt terbeban.(aku ada mstila tolong,,aiyakkk)haha

.kudrat yang tak terkire.wuwu.

.adek aku bajet ayu.tp xpe,aslkn dye tolong:p.

.sampai saat terakher aku xpuas ati ng penyewa tu.

oleh itu,rakan2 teman taulan,,kalo da tbe mse nk dukumah sewa,,tolongla byk2 jaga umah tu baek2 even xduk sht kt stu, ingatlah,jika kita senangkan keje org laen, tuhan akn bg kte sng berpuluhkaliganda.
(btol wehhh...memg kalo aku dpt penyewa tu,,,hoho cm nk cucuh mercun kt bdn dye,pdn muke!bahaha!)-maseh xpueh ati!

bengang,
akim,
xpasal,
max.

17 July 2009

no one


yes,no one.

******
yesterday,
i got an offer to the unikl,
mum said that mara wanted to support me to the oversea
so mum said,friday i must get out from uia to go there
i was like,,,
wow, what a go0d opportunity....
but then,
i have a second thought.........
is that all i want?
to go to the overseas?
because after all the times that i had been through in here,in this very uia,
i just dont feel like overseas is not necessarily
it is not everything,,,
yeah ,finally i said that
your life is not all about going to oversea
it is not like the ending of the world if u r not the one
yeah i know bout people's perception to those who lucky enuff to have that luck
but then again...
who cares?..
when all that matters is u ,urself?
people just can keep talking ,chanting,,blablabla..all what they want,,
still,,at the end of the day,
u r the one who is going to live with ur own life.
ehmm....
so i say..
"mum,i dont want"
mum was so0o0 awestruck.
i noe,gold opportunity.
though,
for my point of view
I AM LUCKY TO BE IN HERE WHERE I AM.
what do u think my mum will say?
course,,,my rejection.
ACCES DENIED!

MUM!
I DONT WANT TO GO THERE!
I'M JUST GLAD WHERE I AM NOW!

***********************************

then,its morning,
i woke up.
trying to figured out,,
what the hell i dreamt last night
then i got to know.
i already accept my faith now.
yeah, i have.
once,im so sad to know that most of my friends got to fly.
sad me,
i am,
coz im one of da straight a's,
n oc is all that i wanted since i was f1,
all that i dreamt for all my life
so,
why wouldn't i?
i was questioning myself the same.
it was just like few stab been made to my heart,
and as if i'm slurping a coffee filled with nails,going down my throat
- painful,irritating and suffocating.
everytime i heard about them
....................
then,
when i got to think back what i have here,

what that will i get here
n things that merely i will not get in any other place

then i know the reason i'm here
yeh,there's always a reason.
deep down in my heart
i know
GOD have a plan arranged for me.
yeah,GOD ALWAYS HAVE A PLAN.
so,,i just need to make use everything right in front of my eyes right?
i have to appreciate what he had done to me.
moreover,there's no diff
erent here or there,
it's always bout me.
it's always.
it never have someone else's
.........................
now,

no one can startle me
,

no one can install any doubtness in me;

or even,stir me;

bout my decision,


bout where i am now,


bout how i wasted my flying colours result in spm.

so u people

dont ever try to think about that,

all u need to do is ,just back off!

because,

no one.


yes,no one!


thanx ALLAH,
now u know,
:)
max.

RaiSe tHe Bar~


today...


ada study circle.
alhamdulillah,,,wayy better than last week coz ada guidance.
aku pon da leh menyampaikn dgn hati..
bukankah jika kte menyampaikn sesuatu dr hati ,akan terasa jugalah hati yang mendengarnya
harap2 bgitulah....:),GOD'S WILL.
still,the worse part is,2 jam b4 that thing i br nk bc..

bendenye da la banyakk,,i just cant grab all the input,,
nyesal sgguh...
wuwuw,,so xdpt nk present sebaeknye sgt...
i juz noe i can do better,,
papepon,,,nex week i wont repeat the same thing again insyaallah.
hee~


yesterday...


kelas kimia ptg dicancelkan.
TIDAAKKK!!!!!
eceh,,bunyi cm pljr cmrlg en??
haha,,pekse da lepas,,pe bnde nk smgt g klas sgt,..
the point is,,xdpt ceq nk jmpe Faf(bkn nme sbnr)
penat do tggu dr smlm hgge arini,,kul4 lak tuh...
agaggagaa...
malam tu lak...
dalam kelesuan,,(poyo je sdeyh)
seseorg mghntar msg..
'aku kt uia pj nie'-shamel.
aku pnye smgt ingtkn KO MOHD SHAHMIL BAHARI!
pas aku turun tgok2 upe2nye shamel dak mtd..
apadaaa.
pesal suare dye td aku xleh cm???
toink2~~~
sah2 da lame tak korek tlinge..
dush3~
xpela,,bes gak ade org dtg lwat..jeng3..
heehee..
tp dye kbtulan je teringt aku,dye folow mmber dye je snanye,,
pastu tringt aku,,,
waaa,,tmekaseh la sbb teringt! (bnyik despret)..
ekekeke,,,


2days ago...


kawan aku nie,,
fo0d poisoning...
sbbnye mkn ayam kfc smlm ..
lalala,,,
aku kt umah asl okey je eh??
hemm...
oh..haah,,kt umah ade oven,,
kt sni ade bekas kedap udara jew,,,
ha..logik2,,ekeke
hemm..dye neyh bkn dak asrama.
so aku yg yg da bse neyh mstilah jg kebajikn dye sprti seorg exco kesihtan.
hoho..
dugaan tul jg org saket.
ari first-aku beli bkn nk mkn...

hu,,sabar2,,,org saket mmg byk songeh.
mlm tu-da la prot kosong,nk blaja bio lak..
aiyo0o0..ko ingt leh msuk ke??
aku da nsehat mcm2,even smpai kol mak aku nk tnye nk bg mkn pe.
roti sape pon aku da kebas taruk dpn mate bg trbukak sket slere.
wowooww,,
pnt tol la blaja bio,,kalori dan tenaga yg diperlukan tuk lakukn xtvt pon xtaw ke?
cehh,,pehal aku hangen??
aku pon taw taw la...
aku mmg pantang sket org yg saket pastu cm xgeti bhse.
pehh,,garang mak aih,...
haha,,patotla aku xjd xco ksehatan...lalalalala
salut nana!:p
though....
aku tawu marah tu adlah antare pintu2 syaitan..
sbb dr situ la dye mudah nk msuk dalam hati kte
betapa halusnya cara mereke....
kte pon susah nak sedar,,,
hua3
TUHAN,,,BERILAH AKU KEKUATAN.....!
ya,aku kena kawal!


rabu....


hari yg ditunggu2 sebab..
MAIN BASKET!!!!
yehh!!!!!
haha
dr mggu lepas aku puase men bsket sbb nk blaja pnye pasl!
ha,...lepas gian!!!!
excited gle aku okeyh!
smpai2 court,,,
ttbe,,,wuuwu..
kakak tu kate ade coach mlm tuh..
ceq ingt org tue mne dyorg amek,,
skali dak 2nd year je..laki la...
aku trus xsmgt wehhh..
sgguh terkekang perbuatan ku!!!
ohh!!!
ilang mo0d babeng!
wuwuwuwuuwuwuwuwuwuw
what a grief sbb da lame to tggu saat neyh...
mereka ni lak wt spoil..
sbr je la,,,,
da la coach tu....c***l.
ko pehal weh kiut sgt!?
distract gle tw x?????!!!!
ahahahhaa...
papela ko.


selase...

exam mid chem.
kul 8 malam.
aku xmkn pape tros g pekse.
oh,,bencana!!
perot kosong cmne nk pker weh??
hhaaha...
haha.
adela sgkot 4 soklan objectif,2 subjctif...
i hope it wont make a big difference to my marks,,(of cos it will,,ai'nt it?)


k,,tu jela,,,
harap adela amek sdikit pgjaran..
k daaa~
salam


to0 much to0 tell,
still searching,
max