when.life.takes.its.turn

5years ....

2012-01-23T01:27:00.003+08:00

That day my mum nagged on my kitchen-moment. but just laughed and teased her back ;)

If it was 5years ago , i wouldnt dare say a word, feeling so distressed, thinking of how lacking i am.The sensitiveness that somewhat kills .

Someone i just knew said "you dont look like a UIA student" ................ And i just smiled :)

If it was 5years ago , i would talked back to him , losing my marbles due to my sentap-ness .

My family is a lil abit open now , about our hangout curfews and the activities we wanna do.

If it was 5 years ago , i would be so afraid to tell anything about my holiday plan due to their strictness . Period

Im quite comfortable with my status right now . Im not in the position to be able to handle any instability of romantic feeling whatsoever . Besides Theres no one in particular that had captured my heart yet justsoyouknow.

If it was 5 years ago , i'd probably being consumed by worriness , thinking about how my lovelife might be .

I love my friends . and this is the real tough im-not-joking situations where we need to "cope with differences " .And i m not gonna run away this time . Face it like a real Muslim :)

If it was 5years ago , everything about friendship is about theories . And i had it enough. Its now to practice it dont you think ? :)

"5years from now , we are all our own doppleganger .

The same faces but different inside "

- HIMYM

YES , PEOPLE ~~CHANGE .~~

NO
PEOPLE GET MATURE THROUGH TIME :)

"I have this one friend who i can relate to most of the time . But theres one thing im not comfortable with . Still , i'll let it pass . Thats what i'll consider as her weakness. If you think that thing would make me end this friendship , you are kinda insulting me then.
Why ? The idea of me befriended with you just because of your Good side ONLY is somewhat a disaster . Yes , Ive seen your bad ..SO what ? You are only a Human , and so Am i. We do good things , we feel happy , we make mistakes , we cry our heart out , we failed , we hurt , we step up , we fight , we were apart , we misunderstood things , we offended each other.....and the list goes on and on. Perfectness is bullshit . So what im saying is , the road wont be gonna easy all the time -Theres ups and downs. And I wanna you to know : Like love , friendship is also a two-way relationship . You cant just take everything without give in alittle something . and vice versa. Lets potray this together :)...and FYI friend ,of course, i will always have your back no matter what happen....and Yes, I believe, that you would do the same to me <3 " .

Wassalam.

Vanishing Act.

2012-01-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum, This is a random post ,. It is so random that you dont even know what the heck i was thinking about because i myself dont know what i m thinking and why im typing this . I just happen to type it. The end .

Okey lets start back again .

The quote above , is related to me in a way , Why is my creative thinking is like decreasing nowadays . U know my kind of thinking is what i would call " irregular". Some people love facts, memorize it and keep it original. but i would rather like to have it modified , and make my own word . Okey , thats not so irregular, i know. I have this artistic side , that i thought i should enter ASWARA , IAB or something like that . Hahaha=,=". I prone to those linguistic stuff and sastera thinggy , it what makes my endorphine active and happy. But then again , this side of me that menyusahkan because it make me doubt of my own ability in this science field. Having the hard moment of deciding my path before i entered UIAM, i decided to leave that SIDE of mine ,untouched .

I used to memorized things with colors so easily . But now , its kinda hard .I cant even think logically and "irregularly" sometimes. Im like being programmeddd..... Beside the fact my brain capacity is start to degrading , i think its because i deny that side of me . Music , Movements , Literature , Lingo excites me like a 3year old kid's excitement when receiving a crayon . hehehe . Just that day , i come to my senses , that WHY IS IT SO HARD to memorize this freaking notes ! Ofcourse its not dull . hahaha.

However , nevermind . I have found my way back to THAT side . That Pieces of me , The precious one . Im gonna dig it back out ! :)

Gonna go back with KA gojess and Fareid to Selayang ku sayang for the first timeee ! <3

Okay , This Sunday is my last paper m Microbiology . InsyaAllah i will do my best ! Dont wanna go home with regrets aite ? ;)

My two favourite people from my school :

My favourite people in my current life :)

Tak sabar nak balek , nk berkhidmat kepada kedue parents aku :') Cewahhhhh :p hahaahhha. Tapi alonk kat Johor :( . Tade da driver aku . HAHAHHHHAAHHAA. No really . Sedih sebab aku duk sorg kat umah =.=. Kalau ada alonk leh aku bercakaran ng die pastu bile weekend je die bawak aku gi jalan HAHAHH #tatahumalu:D

alonk mmg suke pakai barang aku kekeke :p

Emmm , sejuk nak mampuihhhhhh sejak kebelakangn , This is due to the Musim tengkujuh we have nowwww. 24/7max (?) hujangggg jooo .hehehe. So , wish me luck in this last shot to perform in my exam okayyhhh ? :)

p/s: i told you it was sooo random , So sila digest cepat ! Byeeeee :D

TmT

2012-01-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Camping at the library for almost a week !

O Allah ,

may everything that we have learned is blessed by you.

and we can express it on the exampaper

Please give us ideas ,

and strengthen our memories .

Ameeeeeeeen .

p/s:
Got two papers tomorrow
Me so scareddddddd ! :'(
Wish me all the best ! :)

1st January 2012

2012-01-01T23:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ! :)

Hihih , Happy New Yearrrr !

There are lotsa things happened the day before today . It kinda changes my mood . And it kinda made me realise , that how lucky i am to still be able to breathe on this Earth. So lets start :

1. Hanee asked me to join her HERE, and i dont have any idea WHY

So , actually , its Zumba .

a senamrobik thinggy mixed up with the dancingss

Perghh , mmg terbaeklaa wa cakap luuu !

Aku dari :( teruss jadi :)

Thankyouu Hanee ! That really changed my mooood ! <3

Feels like alll the negative energy being dispelledddd from my body

Yeyyyyyy !

Me have a Positive vibes nowww ! :D

Its a great way to maintain our stamina too !

Since i was soo busy with study+work , and Jogging is soo boring ,

hence i think this thing is kinda Good for meeee *wink

Gotta join it next sem !

Pamplet

and kak shake brought me to breakfast at Jungle *first time* hehe :D

2.And at Night , met my lovely seniors at the mosque ! :)

sorry i cant keep my words for not publishing it heheeh :D

3. A friend said something that isnt appropriate as a Muslim on twitter, and i tegur her .

And guess what ? She accepted it :')

.Everything can be solved when we have strategies . InsyaAllah .

4. Someone just said that i have a different thinking than the most girls he met.

and i m more rational :)

Thats a compliment i guess (Y)

He is a brother -like.

5. Received new year;s msg from AYAH ! <3

and sent to my most friends and got a reply too ^^

6. And the best part ?

One of my favourite artist followed me on Twitter !

*fireworks*

Oh oh oh

Thats it.

and my first mission to tidak terlajak Subuh alhamdulillahhhh :')

and it still onnn !

Thanx to my rumets ! :"D

Lets make 2012 another year to achieve something great as a Muslim and Humane )

Okay ,

Exam mode ON !

Officially Finals .

2011-12-31T02:35:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum orang kampung !

Exam den 30hb 12 tahun 2011 TADI ha !

Sekarang dah 31 hb eh ?

Aritu kami satu kampung buat solat hajat dan bacaan Yassin

Alhamdulillahhhh

Berjalan lancar :')

Selepas berebut2 tentang sapa nak jadi Imam akhernye jadi la jugak

heheh (note : Sarcasm)

Solat berjemaah :')

Sesi bersalaman -macam time skola :')

Alhamdulillah

Rase tenang lebihh sikit hati :')

And

Alhamdulillah

Everything went well masa exam

And

LOOK what i've found !

Can you seeeeee the KABUS up there ? WOHH :OO Subhanallaaaaaaaaah :'). What a beautiful scenery !

This picture is taken right after we finished the exam and exit out the exam hall , Heeee .Spot who's the Gals;)

And soooo , ade lagi Ompekkkkk kertahhhh (4kertas) hihih ,

Please pray for meyhhhh <3

Adiossssss :)

EH WAITTTT !

BTW

GOT SOMETHING TO SHARE

TEE HEEE :)

Zack Ahmad

Kata kita, "Saya memilih si dia kerana agama.." Kelihatannya seperti kita sungguh mementingkan agama sehingga dalam bab memilih pasangan, itu yang menjadi aspek utama nilaian. But, just be honest and take a moment to think..dalam kehidupan kita yang masih belum berpunya dan dipunyai ini, sudahkah AGAMA yang menjadi PRIORITI yang utama ? Sejauh mana MUJAHADAH menjadi teman apabila kehendak diri bertembung dengan arahan Tuhan ? Sejauh mana urusan IBADAH mengatasi urusan yang lain - lain? Tanya diri seikhlasnya dan jawablah sejujurnya. Jika kini kita masih cuai dengan agama dan kekal cuai dengannya, nilailah sendiri di mana makna "Aku memilih dia kerana agama.."

AND THIS IS THE REAL FAREWELL ! :)

Who would thought ..

2011-12-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

Who would ever thought ...

That its almost 2012 ! While me , still feels that 2011 is just yesterday.

That im gonna be 21 .... Soon !

That im holding one of the big part in Sciencess next sem ! :S

That im still Single HAHAHAHAHAH =.="

That my younger sistah will have a blog ! Awwwhhhh :')

That i would have many wonderful friends after ALL the ups and downs when 2011 ends :')

That..... to be continued..... heheh :)

Subhanallah . Alhamdulillah ,. Allahuakbar .

2011-12-23T19:19:00.000+08:00

That amazing feeling when you know , the Man of your family ( brother , cousin) are on their way to be a better youth , as a Muslim , and starting to show a sense of great Leadership . Whats more captivating is , they are being cooperative in doing that. Subhanallah :) . Seeru ‘alaa Baraakatillah <3

♥ Merekalah bakal Pemimpin Keluarga , Islam dan Negara ♥

Confession #1

2011-12-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

Assalam . Hari ni saya kecewa dengan diri sendiri . LAGI . T.T

Satu sebab alarm da berbunyik , dan saya tidak bingkas bangun .
Dua sebab akibatnya , saya terlajak subuh dan tido , sekaligus mengorbankan kelas terakher aku hari ni T,T
Tiga sebab semalam perasaan kurang enak , lalu mahu dicurahkan ke dalam blog .Malangye , idea tetiba mati sebaek sahaja online . Seterusnye membuang masa aku nak belajar BM T,T
Empat sebab aku TERPAKSA bangun dan online jugak pagi ini kerana rupe2nye assignment Bm aku tak sent lagi =.=
Lima sebab aku sedang menaip benda ni -_______________________-"

Why oh whyyy internet seems more interesting lately ?
Because that cause me to sleep at3am every day !!!
I have NOOO idea why :|

Well , nak kecewa sangat pon taleh . Benda da jadi , so kene bangkit dan maju teruskan langkah ! Yoshh ! :D

8 Biggest Myths about EXAMINATIONS!!

2011-12-21T03:07:00.000+08:00

http://sciencess-iium.blogspot.com/

Hehehee , cek duluuuuuu link ini . Terjumpa tadi :D hehe . So saya nak Copy sikit apa yang saya jumpa <3 :)

Exams come again, as usual, at the end of the semester, to judge our academic performance for the semester. So Sciencess would like to wish all students of Kulliyyah of Science.. ALL THE BEST!! Here, we would share 8 biggest myths about exams, as mentioned by Mark Patterson, in his Secret of LazySmart Students. Why do examinations cause so much anxiety even to those who have already studied thoroughly? Many of our fears are based on wrong beliefs about tests in general, and these myths unfortunately prevent us from faring well. Be aware of the following myths about exams and see if you agree:

1) If you fail, you have wasted your time.

Nothing is wasted if you've tried your best. Many exams are graded subjectively and there's no reason for you to punish yourself over it. Besides, you have retained valuable information while studying and you can always take the exams again, that time with more knowledge on what will be taken up.

2) The exam could out you as a phony, exposing gaps in your education.

Are examiners going to pick your answers apart? Most likely not; in fact, they understand the pressures that an exam-taker goes through and usually go out of their way to deliberately seek out what's good in the answer you have given. The more important thing to keep in mind is that the person checking your paper would be pleased with a show of effort, so even if you don't know the proper procedure, try your best to put together all the principles you've learned and come up with an educated guess and an evident effort to attempt a solution.

3) You should have studied everything.

At the late revision stages, there's no use worrying about what you weren't able to cover. By then it would be too late to cram too much stuff in your head. However, with the remaining time that you have, choose the material for last-minute revision wisely. First, don't bother reading on the subject matter that hasn't been taken up – that won't be included. Second, brush up on the things that are more likely to come up on the exam. How would you know what these are? Here are some clues:

a. Try to recall subject matter which your professor has mentioned more than once.

b. Read about topics he has assigned as homework.

c. Take note of items he has written on the blackboard, such as terms, names, formulae, or dates. If they were written down, they're likely to be included. d. If your teacher tells you that a particular topic will be included in the exam, there's a 99% chance that it will.

4) If you haven't understood what you have read, there's no use taking the exam.

University is so much different than high school in that there's a large volume of information you have to learn about in so little time. Because of this, it's highly unlikely that you would be able to comprehend each topic fully. When examination time comes around, it's only normal that there is a huge percentage of information that you don't really understand. What's important is for you to ask your teacher or classmates for clarification if you still have the time. If not, take the exam anyway – half your classmates probably don't know it all, either - just remember to have the subject matter explained to you after the exam so it will add to your stock knowledge.

5) The exam questions are not easily understandable.

Test designers don't want to make it difficult; they just want to make it difficult for cheaters. Expect some degree of difficulty as it's not an IQ test or a test of general knowledge but of the course that you're taking up.

6) Exams are for people with good memories.

Very few teachers these days give exams based on your having to enumerate several items or memorize a list of terms. They are now more concerned with testing your comprehension skills – how well you analyze a topic, how you compare and contrast, how you relate an item to the general lesson.

7) Exams are just for people who work extremely fast.

There are time limits in examinations because these are based on topics that have already been taken up; it's not as if you're about to solve a Math problem whose solution method you'll be seeing for the first time. If there's anything new in an exam, it's only the manner of presentation: same principles, different data.

8) Calculations are either right or wrong.

As was mentioned earlier, credit is almost always given for effort. Even if you don't get the final answer right, you'll still be credited for attempting a solution. Who knows, you might even find a correct solution that has never been tried before! Mark is the author of the most comprehensive and straightforward exam success guide.

Random #2

2011-12-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

Fullamaaaak . Baju tak basuh lagi . Bilik sepah . Buku tak baca lagi . Bile nak berubah ? HAHAHHAHAAH. =.= "

okeybye .

My friends are the most beautiful people #4 . -Election

2011-12-15T12:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamm :)

Apa result election Sciencess semalam ? :D

MUehehehehehe
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I WONNNNNNNN !

With 429 votes double up from the other two contenders.

ALHAMDULILLAH !

Thanx to this girl :

She even accompanied me to the AGM to show her support :')

For nominating me . For having faith in me . For being easy and and supportive .

And not to forget my other friends as well , Batch 102 :')

Truth is ,

i get scared mase nak submit borang pencalonan . HAHAHA . =.="

Then, afterwards, all my friends keep saying like "we will vote you " and " go Maslin go !" :')

and i dont have any heart and gut to push them by saying , " People , im not in the election". That must break their heart , dont they?

All of sudden , i feel like , its a responsbility that have given to me the moment Fuzah announced to the class that Khairani and i will be participating in the election. Dayyyummm ! >.<

So , kitorang usaha gak la nak antar borang eventho tempoh dah tamat . Hehehe . Selamaat sempaaat :D

Hence , with that , saya pun tercalon la. hehehhe.

Looking at my face tertampal di depan Wackoss , sungguh.....HHAHAHAHAAH, first time ni weh dalam hidup akuu ! KAhkahkahkah.

Isnin dan selasa supposed to be promotion period . Tapi aku buat bodoh je la . Kalau jumpe kawan2 tu ada laa , aku cakap "Vote la aku eh? " HAHHAHHA =.=" Malu nye. hihihi.

Then, untill petang semalam , baru la nak start nervous . Perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
.Dupdapdupdaaaaap. hihihi . Thanx fuzaaa sbb ikot pergii , tade laa aku jerit sorang2 , hehehehhehe :D.

Huishhh . Dalam otak masa tu , " Cemana kalau aku tak terpilih ? " Cemana pulak kalau aku terpilih ? " Pffftttttt ! Sesakk sesaaak ! .

Tapi , i straighten my mind , by saying . Okey Maslin , ingat , apapun yg berlaku , Allah lebih mengetahui . Kalau kau boleh , Dia akan kasi . So , stay calm and be cool , Okey ? he he he. Then , my heart is at peace.:)

Serious serious , bile die announce tu aku macam BIAR BETOOOL ! HHAHAHH . alhamdulillahhh ! :) *siapa la yg vote aku nihh o,0?". Papehal pon, i know , people put trust on me , and im not gonna ruin that :)

Hihihi . Thankyou kamu semua ! Saya tak sangka ni , Serious. Dah bangun pagy ni , macam , Biar betull aku jadi exco sukan baru 1st year pffft . Hah , bunyik macam aku dpt post PM ke ape tah . Ye la , dah 1st time , mestilah excited skit wehhh hehehehhee.

Thing is , i am glad , i have made decision to bertanding . Thankyou rakan2 sekalian yang mmbaca blog ini . Jasamu amatlah dikenang . Tuhan je yg dpt mmbalasnya :') . Saya takkan sia2kan kepercayaan kamu semue okey ? InsyaAllah sy akan buat yg terbaek :) Heee .

Ini Bai'ah :

In the name of Allah

The Most gracious the Most merciful

Solemnly pledge

To fulfill

The trust given by the students

To uphold and to demonstrate

The supremacy of Islam

In every aspect of life

To promote

Unity and solidarity

In the spirit of Islamic brotherhood

Among students and stuffs

And among students themselves as a whole

To represent

The interest of all the members of the society

In dealing with Kuliyyah

And the administration of the University

In the manner deemed fit

To organize and administer

The affairs of the students

In conformity with islamic teachings

With integrity

Sincerity

And wholeheartedly

" Kadang2 kita takyakin dengan diri sendiri . Tapi bila orang sekeliling menunjukkan kepercayaan , kita automatik akan percaya kat diri sendiri . Sebab itu penting nye hidup dalam komuniti yang positif . Ini kita panggil Simbiosis " - Dr. Maslin.

p/s: Thank God i have many positive Friends :') ,and thats including YOU who read this :)

Weird and weirder

2011-12-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

Assalam.

I have this some kind of phase in my life that i would call as a " weird" phase .

The signs are : I would be very very veryyyy sensitive , even the smallest things and feel like everybody is alienating me =______="

All of sudden !

YEahhhh , WEIRDDD righttt ? Hahahhhahah.

There are 3 reasons t guess whyyy i would feel like that :
1) Mytime of the month is cominggg
2) I hv lotsa free times . If im in busy states , i have nooo time to think about stuffs like that .
3) Im unhealthy . I have negative aura surrounding me .I need to exercise . Pronto !

Hehehee , so the fastest thing to do is to go home and left everything behind , enjoying myself till the end (of weekend duhh ?) Haha.

YES , my family . The recharger :)

Its Ani 's birthdaaaaaaay ! :)

Did i ever tell you that i could rather die for them ? :')

Came back to Uia , and filled back my free sweet time with things that "Not make me feel being left alone ! " HAHA .

Nehh , its just my feelings je kot . No , u dont have to take it seriously . Every once in a while , people would have this NUMB feelings . I experienced that many times , back at my schoolhood. Hihi. I just thought that is a sign of Allah to tell me that ,"You have gone through so many things , but u do have to purify your heart . Come to me , as I will always be here " ... Yeah , like that . Hehe .

Well Then, people ! , Look at this :

The voting session is tomorrowwwww ! So , wish me luckk ! :) Heeeee.

Will it be you ?

2011-12-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

Assalam.

These days , something crossed my mind .

Looking at the trend nowadays where we say something we offended about, our friend especially ,by stating them anonymously , making the world know what they have done . What if , your friend did the same thing to you ? How would you feel ?

Or ,

Ancient way . Talking behind her back to a person or another friend . What would make them feel like ? You you ? How would you feel if you know that your close friend talked about you behind you ? What would you think about her ?

Back at my childhood days , i had so many experience about these kind of things . They made me feel how bad i was . So horrible . So terrible . It was like i had killed someone , or i made an illegal crime . Or was it just me who took it too seriously ? hee. Anyhow , i know the feeling , to acknoledge when myself is being discussed . Or in other word , i am the topic of the discussion . Hahah .I was like , Why ? Whyyy you have to discuss about me ??? Am i that interesting to be talked about ? And you , you my friend . You should be the one who stand up against me . But what did you do ? It was You who stabbed me with a sharpened knife , straight to my pumpy heart . How could you ?

Haa , enough of the monologue .

Well , this thought came to me alot , these days . And whenever i wanna talk about my friends , i would think : what will i feel if they do the same thing to me ? answer :Yes , i would be hurt . And same goes to them . I dont wanna hurt my friends who i treasure the most . Never .

and here , i wanna say , friends , i am sorry if i ever talked behind your back. I am . Ive been surrounded by guilty feelings , knowing that other people heard stories about you from me :( . I always thought that it would clear my mind . Thing is , most of the times , its because im worried . And you know whats worse ? When what i expected , is not true . Yes , its an assumption. We cant read people's mind , nor heart . So , why should i try ? hmm. Pardon me . You is you . Im just me , a human that makes mistake .

So , before i end this post .

I have this one friend . She forbid me to do this one thing . We even had an small issue about it then . I accepted her request . I called this RESPECT . Well , I assumed , that one thing , she shall applied to all of her friends. Ironically , it seems not . and i am confused . I thought i was being insensitive . But then , whats the meaning of this ? Where is your stand sister ? Enlighten meeeeee .Haish.

Okey ,i just expressed something here . Hahahah. Err ,Where do i stand now ? Haiyaaa . Okey bye :)

2011-12-06T03:24:00.002+08:00

Random #1

2011-12-06T03:18:00.000+08:00

We are just four strangers living in the same room #fact

-and its not a bad thing at all .

Something weird happened to me today . Eh tonight . Hehe . I wanna do revision . But i cant do it in my OWN room . I just cant . I have this urging feelings to go to T6 and meet my biomed's friends. So ,the target should be Syud's room :D .

Maybe its because , last weekend , i just stayed in the room With Mumu , and i had it enough . I mean , Well , you know that i am an active person. So , as we are heading to finals , my activities have been lessen to give me more time and space to do revision .(Plus we dont have lab anymore. Duduk bilik sampai Muntaaaaaaah !) But i know now , i would feel booringg without any plan that make my life hectic . I know now , im not the person who would study all the timeeeee , without involving myself with the people and the world . I KNOW NOW .

And back to the word " i had it enough" . Last weekend ,i just stayed in the room Purposeless . What i did is , reread a simple note *that almost killed me* , Have a fashion show awhile *hehe* , have a movie night . And thats just it . A full day in the room . Thank God i survived :D. On Sunday , at 2pm i have SAP meeting till evening . That saved me .

Yes , its a proof that im not a room-person-allthetime . Alhamdulillah , my friends at T6 did not rejected me (that would be pathetic wasnt it ? hihi ) , Thankyou deariessss :) . Alhamdulillah , i get to revise my Organic Chemistry tonight . Thankyou Allah :)

No , i am not sighing . Dont get me wrong . I was trying to tell you another thing i discover about myself. Ofcourse i loooooooove Freetimes ! Just need a way how to spend it ;) Hihi , Btw , Thankyou for reading :)

Where is The love ?

2011-12-04T02:55:00.001+08:00

Do we need love that much in our life ? I mean , Apart from Allah And , family and friends . SO that left , love from different gender .

Is it me , or its just a fact that an unlawful love relationship before marriage is harmful ? Yes , from what i can see , theres no good in it . Sooner or later . And when i say ' unlwaful' , i hope you get what i mean .

Its not that i havent experience any of this feeling . I admit ,it was a very beautiful feelings with a happy tree life in it . Where flowers are everywhere . and everything seems right , good and nice. All The Time . *fireworks*

But i dont know , since when that this 'love fuse' of mine got switched off , and everything about this love is unacceptable to me . Besides the stories from my friends , and people around me , maybe because the didikan i used to have at my secomdary school. *alhamdulillah*

Love good when its right , True ?

I have seen my friends that are dying to save their relationships . I have seen my friends who have been struggling to make their relationship works . and all that , for the means of suffering . They dont get what they want .First of all . " damn kau lelaki buat kaum wanita camni ! Apa kau engat kau lelaki kau boleh suka2 je maenkan perasaan orang ?! Wakluuuuu! Kau dah setuju nak kongsi hati sama2 , susah senang gembira sedih semua . Bile kau taknak , kau tolak ketepi jeee ?! Kau memang manusia paling kejam dan gila ! "

Whats worse , my friend even have this 'graveful sin' idea of solving things . I understand that things that have got to do with feelings are not as easy as ABC to be resolved . but Come on l ! Come to your senses sayangggg ! You got a lot more in this life to do . You shouldnt have wasted your time with this kind of person anymore . WALK AWAY . Please jangan kecewakan orang2 yang sayangkan kau .

Honestly , i am sad . Yes , i really really really sad . You shouldnt have hold a person if you dont want them in your life anymore . And if you still want them , please treat them right . In fact , i am sad knowing the severity of my friend's condition . She is too strong . too strongg to hold on too long . I wish she could just let it go . How I wish smile could come back to her face naturally , not tears that being shed for that useless person !

Have you heardabout Hilal Asyraf ?
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1395571657

He is an author. A respected and well-knownIslamic novel writer , in Malaysia.
One thing i like about him is ,
from the books and website he wrote , he gave a clear guideline on how to live a life as a Muslim . In a very casual way . Thats not ordinary you know ? We have numerous name of author in writing field , but not many of them could make it as simplest as him . *Okay enough of the praises .

Because of his writings , i have seen Love in different context , different view . In a way that i would say more practical , and ofcourse , stay Lawful in religious . You just can go to Langitilahi.com if you want to know more :)

So , from these two sources , friends' experience and HA , i concluded that love is a fitrah , a beautiful feeling that God gives to us as His servants . But we have to know how to gain and how to keep it sacredly. Never too little , never too much . Be moderate . And surely , in His blessings .

However , i dont see the need for 'that' love in this age yet .

Spare me.

Long lists

2011-12-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

Praise be to Allah .

So many things had happened . But i couldnt get enough time to write it in here .

This post is started with Alhamdulillah , its due to my previous post where i said i had to cancel many things , but by the will of The Almighty Allah , some of it can still be worked out . Alhamdulillah . Thats what im gonna wrote :)

1st : I am so happyyyyyyy and excited watching my batch wearing the MAGENTA's jersey . Nevertheless ,
I won the Interbatch . BOTH games . Alhamdulillah :')

2nd :Remember i said that i cant go to Biomalaysia because of birocracy stuffs ? Well , actually i was wrong . Thank God He gave me such a beautifull friends. We actually have to confirm our presence to that event on THE SAME DAY WITH INTERBATCH . and the counter was far . Its like no wayy im gonna go there while im having my games at the student . But then ,one of my friend confirmed it for me une and fuza. Thanx Alyaa :')

3rd : So thats meaaaaaaaaan I CAN GO HOMEEEEE ! MUahahahahahha :D . and be able to welcome my parents from Hajj ! ^__^

4th : MABA in KUantan babeyhh ! , So i skipped half of my class-hours heheehe. And went there with Kak Azriiii ! Weee , Met Azaaaad ! :)

5th : Went to Syud's House. Helloooooooooooooooo Perlisss ! Im cominggggg for the first timeeee ! <3 :)
*gonna make a special entry about this ;)

UIA-ans :')

6th :Watched MAMA 2011 streaming onlineeeeee ! Hehehe , *itupunnakciteeee :D

B2stt !!!1 *melt*

7th : Having my last session of Microbe labb ! Yeyyy ! *dancing emiticon*

8th :Met an Old fren of mine here in Uia, because of IPT futsal event :)

9th : Ombak Rindu <3 :)

Nothing more i can say but alhamdulillah alhamdullillah wa shukrilillah :')

I am thankful to the great great Nikmah that been given by Allah.

May i will be a better servant after this insyaAllah :)

Hectic days are coming.

2011-11-17T10:35:00.000+08:00

Assalam people .

The hectic days are eventually here.

I am so sad for several things that happened these days. yeah , we plan , He decides . I know that. I am trying to see the silver lining . InsyaAllah . So im gonna lists them ;

Before :
Wednesday : Exam Microbe 2pm- 3,30pm
presentation Bm . 8pm - 10pm

Friday : Exam ungs .8pm-9pm.
Go to Uia Gombak for Pingpong interkuliyyah Untill Sunday .

Tuesday nextweek : BioMalaysia 2011 at Pwtc, balek umah terus
Wednesday nextweek : Ayah Umi HOME !

p/s : I will miss Interbatch On Sunday .

But some adjustments have been done , that many of them have to be cancelled out .haha . Somes due to the cancellation of classes and addition .

After :
Wed : Exam microbe , No PRESENTATION
Friday : Exam Ungs , NO UIA GOMBAK (because)
Sat : Lecture for study circle (morning ) Presentation BM (night)
Sun : Interbatch (YEY ! )
Tues : Chem Quiz , NO BIOMALAYSIA T.T

So , Wed , no HOME T__________T

Need to inform Yuni , Bro remy , Kak Min bout my Unprivilge to Uia Gombak :'(

I am feeling kinda upsett right now But what to do, we cant expect to have everything , All we need to do , is prior the priority . But some people just dont get it , and like to make other people SUSAH !

So , now I am very worried bout my presentation . Takdak idea , Keringggg T,T

Fuzaaaaaaa Unaaaaaaaaaaa Imaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan ! T____T

Now , i have to go prepare for my class on 11am , warghhh.
Wish me luck to survive then ! ;)

Yunie gave me this

2011-11-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

When will we be like this ?

Just a week .

2011-11-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Assalam ,

Just a week , and thats all i ever need ; maybe . teehee .

But , i have to admit . Im not emotionally stable right now . So , im not in the mood to reveal myself in public . Instead i would rather stay inside . Be an introvert .Just going out when its necessary . With crowd of people. Yeah soo-doesnt-sound-like Maslin isnt it ? . You need to know . Everyone have this side within themselves .

"Be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest are just curious"

I rather not say anything about what happened. But it actually affected me . Emotionally . This is the time where My mind have to battle with my emotion - the innate enemy . Why ? Because if i dont fight it , Im doom . Im having 2 more exams nextweek , plus presentation that gonna brings lotsa marks . and IM DEPENDING ON ITTTT. Id screwed up in my exams , so ineed this to gain back my energyyyy *ngarotapakauu*haha. This is my chance anyhow . Pfffft .

Okey . Well . My simptoms are , I CANT READ THAT DAYMM MICROBE BOOOOOOk @.@". SUSA GILAAAA utk aku bertahan . Satu jam adalah pencapaian . Series . Lebih sikit dari itu , aku ngantuk . HAHAHA . =.=" Aku tak pernah alami situasi ini . Series . Paling teruk , aku akan tido sepanjang hari . Tapi pastu bukak buku , semangat macam lori . Mesti . Blerghh.

The person i would like to apologize is my sister Alonk . She has to put up with my annoying attitude since birth. Im totally a jerk. Iknow. Thing is . She did think like that because she was expecting something else from me . Ahh cut the crap Maslin , you need to be low-lahhh -,-. #selftalking. Haha , Yeah , back to the point . I dontknow why . But yeah , im a jerk. Enough said . Sorry Alonk . Dont expect too much from me , *iknowYOUWILLreadthis.

She might think im the most loser sister she ever had . Believe me , i myself think like that . *Gile . Just maybe because im a little different . I dont go along with harshness. and there are things i thought are simple , should be done in simple way . I dont work at best with yelling -my defintion of harshness.. Especially when i already KNOWWW it . One thing you should know alonk , i have my own version to carry out my responsbility. And yeah , iknow u didnst see that . However , believe it or not , i am trying to understand your role as the first daughter . Our caretaker after mom and dad . Yes , indeed . I am giving my coorperation . You have to see that .

Okey . I watched a movie . He said " U really think u need to act tough in your own home ?" . That struck me .Deeply . It means that , home is where your another side that you hide from other people-ur fren, colleagues , strangers- being shown , revealed , Your true self . Then imma jerk ? Oh whatsoever . I just wanna say that , it might be a badside of mine , that rarely people seen it . and you people of my family have the honor to be able to see it . Hahah a. Aku cakap belit2 -,-. No , i mean , me myself at home is me . The temper me , the talkback me . The know-everything me . Its not that im two-faces. It was something i would call , "The other me" .

So , people , if you are the one who encounter that "other me ". Be surprise not . Rather think you might mean something to me . Eventhough i might have the risk that people will "omg she's like this senanyeee ". Ahh , screw them. Thats the only way to know who can accept my "hot and cold " mood . Who's the real people in my life . Well , No one is perfect , aite ? ;)

2 months already .

2011-11-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

its almost 2months already , and finally , it is the red day. Think gonna check up what is wrong with me . Im sorta throwing tanrums on how late it was and how weird is the cycle . but when i come to think of it . Theres a blessing in disguise in it . Yeah , God' plan is the best .

This swinging and banging mood is all over me right now . Thought if my condition is like this few weeks ago , im a dead meat . I am too busy to even care those unnecessary feelings/things . We are all living in a hectic world , rushing all the time . Not gonna leave a piece of ourselves . Sidetracked ? SLASHHHH ! You are out like the slashed fruit in fruitninja game .

Lots of things happened around here, since the last time i updated about iman and my parents . Emm , a friendship test, a dad of a fellow died ( May Allah bless his soul) , New phone , jerseys , SAP , assignments , classes ,exams ! (ofcourse) . and the reason i didnt go back home untill now for eidul adha , is because we all have to stay at nenek's house which is only 5 minutes from home , in the same kampung . He he . Not that i hate that house or whatsoever , but the fact that it is NOT our own house somehow gives me a messy-signal of the messed up people- me .

So now im here , nothing more i could say than i just have to "live with it " . For a week . God please save me .

I didnt sleep the whole night . Okay i lied . I slept for minutes before 7.20AM i guess , that madam have to wake me up thru calls . Dayyummm ! Serabut ayam . i jumped off the bed . Not literally . I really jumped ;) Packed several things up that i thought i gonna use it to bersiap2, thats why they are still unpack. Seems , not gonna use it . he he he . Bus at 8. Gotte be hurry .

Single seat .At the middle . First time . Haha . Yes , sleep in the bus is a leisure sometimes. Nothing much to do .So i think i should give back my eyes their right . He he. Silau . Take out a shade from my back . YEahh , i have been dying to do that since birth . 8) kekeke. Arrived at pekeliling at 11.30. Took a cab. And luckily , he is an Indian ! Fuhh , no more worries about abandoning JUmaah prayer . Hihi .

He is a peramah guy . The ceiling of his taxi , is full of foreign money . Perghhh . and thats somehow increasing his confidence level . He started to tell stories bout his home which located back of Taman Wahyu Lrt . How he have donated his blood for 8 times , and his mission is to go for 50 times :O ( even i didnt donate blood myself) , How he met many celebs who interested with his taxi because of the ceiling . hihi .

He oozes a positive aura .Which is rarely found . and i glad to met that kind of person early in the morning . hihi . And at rumah nenek , i safely arrived :')

This post has no point. But will have a point which if and only if you want to see it with a point , Kbye .

HOME

2011-11-04T06:36:00.002+08:00

So , hear me noww , Come homeeee come homeee . Ive been waiting for you so looong , so looong :)

p/s: maut gile taruk peta umah dlm blog . HAHAHAHAHA =.=.

pp/s : terpkse delete alonk marah >.<

2011-10-26T13:41:00.004+08:00

Im overly sensitive with people i treasured . So whenever u think im easily offended ,then u should know how much you mean to me :)

It saddens me to see the level of humanity gradually degrading day after day.

2011-10-18T07:27:00.000+08:00

The Case of Yue Yue: China's Dwindling Morality

Most of the things that I write here on this blog tend not to be serious. In fact, most of the things I write are either my rants or my randomness. Sure you can say I write sarcastically but that's probably a given. I write on this blog to make people laugh and to give everyone a smile to get through their day.

But today, I'm going to set aside all the fun and jokes and get down to writing on an issue I feel is so incredibly sick and disgusting and unbearably cruel it should not even be reported on the news. I'm serious. This is a piece of news which disgusts even the newsmakers. This is a piece of news which will shake the very foundation of your soul, because after reading it, you realize that there are people in this world who have hearts as black as tar.

I'm sure you have watched or at least read about the Chinese toddler, Yue Yue (悦悦) who was run over by a van, ignored by a line of pedestrians or motorists and then run over by a second van. Now, if you have not heard about this news, reread the previous sentence. Read it well and let the facts sink into your head. Here we have a kid who was run over by a van who drives away like nothing happened. Then we have the pedestrians who stand idly by and watch, just watch as the girl struggles in pain before she is run over by a second van.

Yue Yue's emergency operation

Here is the video of the entire incident. Please, I really would like you to only watch this if you can handle it. It's 4 minutes long, of which you will choked up and swearing in under 1 minute. Well, I did.

If you read that last paragraph, watched the video and you didn't immediately feel like grabbing those creatures up and just beating some sense into them, congratulations. You have no soul. You are a robotic soulless thing.

Look, I don't know what's wrong with China and I don't know what's wrong with those creatures who ignored a dying little girl. I cannot see them as humans. I can only see them as creatures more suitable in a level of hell. These things have hearts so black, for all I know, a level of hell is reserved for them. All I know is that they ignored a human being in trouble and now they have to be labeled as such. What they deserve is not ridicule; that would just be too nice to them. No, these things deserve a punishment way more severe.

18 creatures passed the little girl after the vans hit her. EIGHTEEN. In this world, there are EIGHTEEN creatures who not only blatantly ignored a dying girl lying in the middle of the street, but also decided to stop, look and walk on like it was a freaking day of window shopping.

That thing walking pastdeserves nothing but punishment all his life.

Again, I would like to confirm my observation that these EIGHTEEN things are not humans. Humans would know the meaning of pain and suffering and 'FREAKING VAN KNOCKED OVER A LITTLE GIRL WE HAVE TO HELP HER'.

In their defense, they said that they were afraid of prosecution from the government. You know what? Human beings don't give a damn about that. Human beings would see a girl knocked down by a van and IMMEDIATELY, not in a little while, not contemplating but IMMEDIATELY rush out to pull the girl out of the way while yelling for help. They wouldn't stop to think 'Hey, if I help this little girl, I would get prosecuted by the government. Better walk on.' So what about prosecution? Screw prosecution. A life is a life. I would rather spend my days in a prison knowing that I saved a girl's life rather than walk free in public with the guilt of seeing a girl dying right before my eyes, when she could have been saved.

But then again, why should we only focus on the heartless soulless creatures? We have to then focus on what made these creatures so reluctant to help a dying girl. Seriously, I still cannot imagine a society where you see a girl DYING and you just stand idly by. A society in which the van can knock over a little girl and then proceed to drive off. A society which can watch, their soulless eyes gleaming hollowly, and just watch as a little girl is writhing in pain. Possibly screaming for help. That is one society in which even the Devil would go 'What the hell guys?'

Oh, did I mention the mom looked like this when she saw her daughter dying?

I'm not accusing the Chinese government of anything here but this can be linked to the case where a man who tried to help an elderly woman after she fell over and was then promptly prosecuted because his intervention broke government rules on dealing with accident victims. Again, I'm not accusing the Chinese government of anything but when you make a rule out of helping people who actually need it, it kind of sends out the wrong message. See, it's pretty darn serious because a little girl died. An innocent little girl who could have been saved but was ultimately killed by negligence. You know what I call this? A lawsuit of global proportions.

But what is really messed up is that the person who finally came forward to pull Yue Yue to safety is a garbage collector.

A hero on all accounts.

And even as she screamed for help, no one came forward until the parents of the little girl were informed. Seriously, a garbage collector has more sense than an entire street of shopkeepers, shoppers and idiots. And there are reports that the lady who pulled Yue Yue to safety was apparently 'seeking fame'. Alright, so here's the deal. This heroine just did what any normal person would have done and she has to get flak from the public? She gets to be called nasty names and branded an attention seeker?

I'm sorry. Let me rephrase my previous statement. This is a society in which even the Devil would go, 'Please go find somewhere else. Hell has no place for insane things like you.'

I just had to write everything out just to feel better. I had (and still have) a list of vulgarities off the top of my head in which I had to suppress while writing this post. I'm throughly disgusted with how the Chinese people react to a human life. I'm not generalising but if the government doesn't do anything, China will end up as a immoral, lawless and ultimately inhumane country. There is only so much trade can do for you. What good is trade and economy when your morality is hovering in the negative zone? Nothing.

And to the EIGHTEEN creatures, I'm sorry for you. You are incapable of emotion, incapable of empathy, incapable of anything. And as such, I am incapable of forgiving you. The world knows who you are. Everyone knows who you are.

Seriously, with a little zooming in, your faces will be shining like Christmas lights.

I believe in justice and you idiots better be ready for justice's swift kick to your ass.

EDIT: Someone just gave me a link to this article, which explains why the Chinese are so afraid of prosecution. It sickens me to see how the Chinese government and the people think. Read it here:http://thelede.blogs.nytimes.com/2011/10/17/chinese-debate-aiding-strangers-after-toddlers-death/

Source
http://leonhart90.blogspot.com/2011/10/case-of-yue-yue-chinas-dwindling.html?spref=tw

Passion #1

2011-10-12T14:11:00.000+08:00

Semalammm training basketball. Ala kadar gile je laaa. Haru juga turun kerana 3on3 adalah pada Jumaat ini . Mamaaaa Tolong sayaaaaa T____T

Hikhik , Boleh laa , 10 round court . Then , suicide 3 set , 2minit .Perghh Pancet siooooooooot ! =.=" Hoohoh. arghh tensi aku dgn lemak2 aku nii T.T Camane niii nak lawan cine tongkang tu sumeee , wuwuwuw. Kami buat shooting dari 7 arah je, each side , 5 in . Meme laaa habeh tangan aku :D

PAstu ade la isu nk tukar player , kak mira xjadi maen . Tatw nape :( . Aku macam dapt tahu sikit2 ng hint die kasi jee . Sampai menitis air mata beliau :| Warghhh , dramatika seketikaaa .Wuwuww.

Papehal, arini cam tak sempat je, sebab aku ade Sciencess Premiere League (SPL) ,. Yeahh , im da PC bebehh ! :D Hikhik . CAmane ponn , Basketball tetap di hati :) <3

Jaa ! :D

Just nice :)

2011-10-10T13:01:00.002+08:00

The Pilgrimage

2011-10-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

I put this at my Fb wall
and some of my friends thought i was going to perform my haji
Ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnn :)
InsyaAllah my friends , i will someday , in this young age !
Pray fro meyhhhhh ^0^

So , who is going then ?
Well , my parents and an aunt.
They went yesterday .
And thats why Im hoooooooooooooooooomeeeeeeeeeee!

I pity Alonk , for she has to endure Nenek's house for one month and half!
Fewhh , Good luck Alonk !
Thank God you have worked nowww ~! :)

Heee.
Btw , i have to submit my assignment to Mdm Linda from home.
Perghh , technology much ? >.<
Thanks anyway MAdam for letting me go home on the day of class .
Really owe youuu .
Kos1110 is the apple of my eyes from today !
Kekeke .

Thats it ,
May Allah keep them and us safe , Ameennn :')
Gotta gooooo.
Jaaa! :)

This .

2011-10-04T23:06:00.005+08:00

There are some people , that when you meet , you will feel all excite and afreshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Hahahaha ,

The same way i feel now :)

Reminder #1

2011-10-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

Source : Fb

A montage video i made .

2011-10-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Like all of us know , Iman will be pursuing her studies at AUCMS and will be leaving us today . So i made this video specially for her . Lets together we pray for her success in the future . and Please , enjoy this clip :)

My friends are the most beautiful people #3

2011-10-02T03:18:00.002+08:00

My friends are the most beautiful people #2

2011-10-02T03:09:00.003+08:00

This is Nurul Iman :

She had to make a very big decisions in her life . She got an offer at AUCMS in medical course . After a very longg deepppp of thoughtsss . Finally she accepted it .

We as her friends can say no more but to feel very happy for her . Thats a course of her dream ! Go Imannnn go pursue your dreaaaaaamm ! ^0^ We will always support you Iman !

Even so it does means you have to change the university :') . Dont worry , eventho it wont gonna be the same without you here , our frenship will last forever ^^. Ameeenn .

And at Sunday , 2th October , not specifically but evening , she will go .......

p/s : feeling like to make a montage video :3

Jangan Terasa Hati

2011-09-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

jangan terasa hati

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tapi kenalah ingat

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di dalam

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andai pahit yang dirasa

sebagai ubat

andai hambar yang dirasa

sebagai pengimbang

dan andai manis yang dirasa

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kena ingat juga

jangan lupa

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tak suka hambar?

tak suka manis?

jangan terasa hati

kerana itu semua

kurniaan

dan limpahan kasih sayangNya!

29/9/2011

made by : Ilham Muntari

U thought u knew , but u didnt .

2011-09-29T02:52:00.003+08:00

Yes , She never loses her charm.

Untill now :')

2011-09-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

LETS SINGLE MINGLE
UNTILL

ALLAH PUTS A STOP TO IT

- NURUL IMAN

Stop 'Bangau'-ing .

2011-09-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

Bangau oh Bangau , kenapa kau kurus ?
B :Macamane aku tak kurus , rumput panjang sangat .
Rumput , pahal kau panjang ?
R :Ahh , Sebab lembu tak makan aku laaa
Okey , lembu , jangan nak aneroxia sgt , kau pahal ?
L :Perut aku saket dooo!
Laaaa , eh perut , perlu ke kau saket ?
P : dah aku makan nasi mentah . Gane ?

Nasi - Kayu - hUjan- Katak - Ular .

Jeng jeng jeng .

Ye , memang Aku tahu korang tahu lagu ape ni . Kalau tataw , samaade kau bukan orang Malaysia , atau kau dulu omputeh sangat , atau kau Alien . Cume ini versi yang aku olah sebab aku malas nak tulis panjang2 , Muahaha.

Okey , last Saturday , Peers ade buat satu seminar ni " Oneness towards Unity " . PAsal communication skill . Dan aku tataw ape kaitan name seminar tu ng objektif die (?) *krik krik .

Hah , sape kenal ni ? Ini lah Bro. Rizal Hassan . He is indeed a very good motivator . Why ? Sebab he wears cheongsam *giggles* . eh no lah . Because his way of presenting the seminar is so-not boring . Tapi aku takpaham asal ade orang ngantuk o.0? Mata aku tegak dari awal sampai akher . Oh mungkin sebab aku commitee kot . hehe .

Okey , inilah bende2 yg aku blaja dari seminar tu . Aku highlightkan je la ye :)

We always take ourself for granted
Kite kene sedar selalu .
Jangan Mem'Bangau' Lagi

Regarding dgn lagu bangau oh bangau kat atas tu tadi , literally it means , STOP BLAMING , others and situation . Why ? Because :

Every moment is a CHOICE
and every choice is MY choice

So , never blame . When things go wrong , remember who makes the choice in the first place . But that doesnt mean we have to blame ourself . We just need to use another way , choose another option .

Life is full of choices
So , CHOOSE-LAH !
When we choose in remembrance of Allah , Then , that is the Right choice , InsyaAllah .

Aku rase , seminar ni best , sebab die sentuh perkara2 asas tentang kita sebagai manusia . Choice , Problem , Life target . See ? Its a common things to us , especially students . Too many options ,yet , too many thoughts . Sampai tatahu mana yg patut dan tak patut. Sampai takut amik risiko . and yes , people afraid of failure .

Every problem has a solution
Every solution begins with ME .
Because i choose

Paling menarek , bile die nak maksudkan yang , Memang kat dunia ni Allah bagi kite banyak pilihan , Dan terpulang kepada kita nak pilih mana , Itu adalah kebebasan kita . So , bile kita dah pilih ,kenapa kita nak salah kan orang laen ? Bile masalah berlaku , kenapa nak tuding jari kat perkara laen ?

Stop talking about problems, Start talking about solution
When things go wrong ? Choose , choose , and choose another way . Untill when ? Until we SATISFIED . Not necessarily untill the probs solved . Because at that level , we have reached the point of REDHA .

Pastu bile dia cakap pasal Life target ni , aku dah penah dengar . Tapi lumrah manusia , sentiasa terlupa . Tu dia , tahu je tak cukup , silalaah buat :D . So , alhamdulillah , aku dah jelas la kot target aku setakat ni . Ehemehem . Yang penting , we have to keep talking about that goal , to make it ALIVE . Tang ni la pentingnye kawan :)

LAst part is , about SALAM MESRA . Camana kita nak approach orang , sampai orang tu suka kat kita . I mean , suka in terms of , senang ng kita dan ingat kita . Lagi2 lecturer . Muahahah.

One more thing i learned is, LUCK doesnt exist . Its just a reason that being made up by humankind just to sedapkan hati . Hikhik .

Mengapa kita perlu untuk Stop Bangau-ing ? Sebab takut2 , kite mem-bangaukan Tuhan atas apa yang terjadi . Nauzubillah . Sedangkan kita merancang , dan Allah juga merancang . Tapi perancangan Allah jugalah yang terbaek. Allah knows best . Then , STOP BANGAU-ing ! :)

Jaa ! :)

Beezz bezzz , bezzzyyyhhhh !

2011-09-21T13:33:00.001+08:00

Thats pronounce as Busy . with a little exaggeration :D

Oh but that wasnt the thing i wanna talk about . hehehe

Okay , question : Do people ever asked you what is your course , But you didnt answer it , instead you let them wandering and guessing by themselves ?

So , what is their answers ?

HAHA .

It is fun actually . Because i like to that too. ALOT .

Yeah , and what answer did i got ?

Mostly : Engineer , Aed ,
Rarely : Pharmacy . Nursing (?)
Never : Medic
Truth : Biotech >.<

Lets take a look at MOSTLY . At first , i was like "Ooohh okay , Engine is greaaat becoz got faces like me :D"
hehe . Then , as time goes by , i become " Duhhh , I NEED DIFFERENT ANSWERS! " hahahaah. Psycho =.=" . Tade keje :p

When i ask why? Why engine ? Why not medic ? HAHA . They say they always see me in sport attire. Like all.the.time. Dayyuummmmm ! ~~Nampak sangat budak sains tak suke sukan.~~ HAHAHA. eh eh , no no . I mean , ehem , Sampai hati diorang ingat budak sains tak suke sukaaaaaan . wuwuwuwu .

Then , something came up to me like , " Ohhh , muke aku ni muke suke play around , tade muke series tu kee? " Cis . Camni aaa. Camane aku nak jadi saintis , tade muke saintis . kene pakai spek besar2 kot baru boleh orang nak percaya aku saintis , Miahaha. Sebbaek aku biotech . Kalau tetbe aku jawab , " Eh aku medic aa". Mahu ternganga nye mulut diorang . Satu keje plak nak tutup . Kekeke.

Mungkin juga kerana Muke sukan aku ni , Semue jawatan yang aku dapat semue ade kaitan ng sukan. Miahahah. Perlu ke ? Perluuu keee ? haha , ya , saya bersyukur je , Tade laa nak kufur nikmat :D. Tapi nak gak aku merasa jadi ajk education ke , ajk kebersihan ke . Nak jgk cabar kredibiliti diri ni. Kahkahkah !

Semalam bukti . Aku jadi Ajk recreation and community service . Menang tanpa bertanding =____=" . Ada je calon laen madam nak bagi saingan. Boleh pulaaa tu die kate , " Takpelah, saya tak sesukan Maslin" . Then terus tarikdiri.Wait a minute , tak sesukan ? Tak SESUKAN ? Ape tu ? hahaahahha seriously ? Blerghhhh.

All in all . Bukan la muke ke , baju ke , kasut ke yang menentukan siapa diri kita . Itu hanya luaran . Apa yang sebenar adalah apa yang didalam .Tapi manusia , biasalah , yang diluar menjadi ukuran . dan itulah yang didahulukan. hee.

Eh jangan salah sangka , saya suka muka saya :) Muka sukan ? Dah biasa , sebab itu memang saya :D

Jaa !

New stuff #1

2011-09-19T12:10:00.004+08:00

I just got this knowledge yesterday . Just wanna share :)

In Islam , there is TWO akad in Salary .

1st : Tijarah . 2nd : Jua'lah.

1st : You got paid , based on WORK .

eg : You are a teacher . For a month , You are assigned to teach a class from 7am till 5pm .

Regardless whether they will get clever or not . A month passed , you got your pay .

2nd : You got paid , based on MISSION

eg : You are a teacher . For a month , You are assigned to teach a class until they get 5A's in

UPSR.

Regardless of method you are using . A month passed , They all got 5A's , you got your pay.

Well , see the differences ? :)

Kerana fitrah manusia yang suke meminta

2011-09-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

......... Lagi-lagi , Meminta-minta pada yang Esa . Tapi tak mengapa , kerana Dia suke :)

Doa dari Hati .

Ya Allaah Ya Tuhanku ,

Jika cinta hatiku ini tidak ditakdirkan

Untuk insan di bumi ini lagi ,

Kau peliharalah cintaku ini agar ia suci

hanya UntukMu

Adapun jodoh ku pada suatu hari nanti

dan diri ini tersedia untuk dia

Moga dia yang terbaik untukku dan sebaliknya

Moga juga diriku dalam keadaan mencintaiMu

Sepenuh hati sebelum dirinya

Dan semoga aku mencintai diriku dan keluargaku

selepas kekasih Mu

Kau kuatkanlah hati ini dalam menghadapi

ujianMu yang berat ini Ya Allah

Kau kuatkanlah imanku tatkala nafsu menguasai diri

Ya Allah hanya padaMu aku berserah

Hanya padaMU tempat aku bergantung harapan .

Maka kau iringilah aku dalam perjuangan ini .

Ada suatu ketika dulu , aku nukilkan ia dalam satu buku .

Aku jumpa semula , lalu ingin ku kongsikan kepada semua

*tetibe aku puitis , Muahaha :)

The hangouts

2011-09-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

Assalam .

Yesterday , Class is canceled again .

So , theres no plan specifically . and the roomies came up with an idea to shop shop till you drop ! hehe

Off we goooo to ECM :)

Isi minyak dulu , Baru boleh jalan , ye dok ? :D

Muke yg dah launch tp melantak pizza jugak >.<

Muahaha , aku dah makan nasi before pegi . Tapi diorang belum lagi . So , aku takkan nak duk tengok je kan? hah , mesti la makan sekali ! ekekek. Habesssss plak tu aku makann :D

After that , lets gooooooooooo !

Gaaaahaha . Banyak kan ? :D . Most of the things are the ingredients to cook. Eleh , peket ape je . Bukan besau benor . Yang laen2 ni menambah2 je, and for self , biaso la pompuaaaaan :D

Lame gak ah . Sampai lembek kaki T,T

Kak Ada canteekkk :)

Met them ^0^

The lovebirds :)

Balek kul 6.30 gitu . Sampai blablabla semua , dah kul 7 T,T

~~ADE CLASS KUL 8 >,< !~~

Arghh , aku sempat lepek for minutes je la kat atas katil wuwuw.

Then pi class . sit for half an hour . NO CIKGU . Went back . Update with Shakira Shukor . Sudden call . MEETING .

Dayyuuummmmmmmmmmmmm ! boleh pulak ade meeting tapi xgtaw awal2 =.="

Meanwhile , roomates aku tgh memasak kat bilik tu haaaaa. Our first try to cook , and i wasnt there . Wargh . Takpela , theres always nexttime :)

Rice cooker itu ihsan aku @.@

Dan berakhirlah hari aku ,

Ehh tak tak , hari ni , Ade minit mesyuarat kene siapkan , dan floor plan . Tidur lambat. Pergghh , Bizi padahal satu class hapakk takdak . Kikiki .

Teka teki hari ini : Buah apa yang menjadi persoalan ?

HAHAHA , *tetiba plak kan gatal nak ade segmen tekateki . hewhew .

Jaa ! :)

Be Grateful

2011-09-13T01:44:00.001+08:00

Assalam .
Tadi , ade meeting . Sangat Gembiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! ^0^

Rindu senyuman mereka :')

Met my Cfs frens yang da daftar masuk ke IIUM ini . Wuwuwuw. Happyyyy ! Mereka kawan se-sukan saya :) Muahaha.. So glad They can make it to the meeting , becoz they live in Tabbari@frankie . Its far ,and they need transport . Luckily , They are sooo independent and managed to get the transport pergi n balek :') . Hebat . Sayang mereka . Padahal saya dah tempah skuter cik fuzi yang chantek lagi menarek untuk jemput mereka . Even if it means i need to go forth and back 3 or 4 times 8)

Selesai je meeting . Yok ke Tabari Yok ! LAwat mereka ! Muahaha.

Mission : Aimi . Mira . Najwa . Mira .Dira . Fatin .
Accomplished : Mira . Najwa . Mira . Dira . Fatin

WHERES AIMI ? T____T

Ohh , shes medic , so she has a meeting with the seniors . Ohhkayy , next time will do eh aimi ? :)

Whats so sad about being to live in Tabari is the Surrounding . The Room . and The Distance .

Early on my arrival to my very new mahallah (Talhah) , i was a little bragging of how small the compartment is , and the lockers are .

Diagonal view

Side view

Desk view

But them , are moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pathetic ! I should start to istighfar now and be more grateful tho @.@. Like seriously .

Their place looks like this

Fuzi , hg jd model jap :D

Tengok dinding dia :|

Kena pakai kasut dalam bilik :(

Their hostels look like an office , where the workers are divided by the wall . And yeah , the wall DO look like the cliche office =.=" . The width are waaaaaaaaaaaay smaller than us . Plus , our outside view are Forest while theirs , DULL ROAD~ . Siannyeee :( . Infact , we feel safer here . While they are 50-50 . Huhu.

Fuzi and me cant stop from - " Ya Allah , syukur laaa kita dapat mahallah kite skrg tu . Even ciput gitu , ade lagi yang lagi ciput dari kite T.T " . ( ayat sendiri )

Yes , very indeed .

Takpelah . Maybe its just for this sem . And everyone have their own FIRST experience . I had mine already , and now its Your time :) .

" Every cloud has silver lining . "

Part paling best , menjoyah dengan Dira ! Assistant secretary ku ! hihi

Seronok gila sampai terpakse dipanggil oleh Cik Fuziatul ku sayang . Miahahah , Sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

PApehal , sayang anda semuaaaaaaaaaaaa ! Hehe , Sesungguhnye , mereka lah antara faktor2 yang menjadikan #Uiabest . Ceehhhh ! :P

Sok class kul 2 . Yeyeyeyey !

Pening betul dengan jadual yang menggile =.=

Jaa !

FIrst class

2011-09-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

Assalam.

Today supposed to be my First class . And its on 3.30pm. Hahah . Semangat gila aku pakai baju pinko2 bagai , perghh , sekali lecturer tade . DAh la semangat membuak2 ni muahaha , #konon. Okey la bye .

Malam ada meeting Basketball.

Jaa ! :)

My friends are the most beautiful people #1

2011-09-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

Assalaaam !

Dah sampai kuantan daaa . Kul 9 pagi tadi infact :)

Perghh . Ramai gile beratur amek kunci . Cis .

Mahallah Talhah jauh tak engat .

Tingkat Empat tinggi tahap dewaa.

Barang berat macam hareeemmm.

Btw , post ini dilakukan pada 11.50 pada hari ahad , tapi bila dipost akan menjadi hari isnin , Harap maklum 8)

Okay , saya roomates dengan mereka :

*terpaksa curi pic fb HAHA

UmmuNasuha yang sopan

Shaidatulnadia si tinggi lampai

RafiqahAzira yang comel

Mengemaas dengan penuh semangaaat ! @.@. Muahahhah. Terimakaseh ayah keran amemberi saya broadband ini , boleh la saya online dengan lajunyaa tanpa kebosanan . Hehehe . My Closedfrens pulak kat T6 =.=" Jauhnyaa , da la tingkat 4 jugaak ! :( . Arghh , you know how much i hate stairs than anyone does :|

So , jumpe la mereka . PErghh , bergossip takhengat . Makan dari kul 8 tuu , sampai kul 10 ! he he he .

Macam2 laa kami recall balek 5 bulan cuti rituu . Ahhh rindunye Merekaaaa T________T . Hohoho . Banyak pasal cintahati *ecewaaah . sehinggalah kepada Kematian :'( . What i like when i spend my time with them is, i got to hear lotsa different stories , and they are full of reminder . I mean , mesti ada ttebe terselit la kata2 hikmah tgh2 cerite tu , Muahaha. :D . Ade satu ni :

" Instead of ILOVEYOU ,

i would rather to hear you say 'I want to know more about you "

Haaa , ade la kisah di sebalik ni .

Then , the death . perghh , we shared the same feeling @.@ . Lately , kami asek terlintas je pasal that scary moment :| . Nauzubillah . huhu . Petanda apakah ini Tuhan ? . And one thing i can get is ,

" Even i dont meet you in real life , but honesty and chemistry also can be felt . Thats how ukhuwwah works "

Ni kalau aku nak cite , aku kupas kat entry laen la. Muahaha. Then , tgh2 tunggu makanan , terserempak ng due orang ni haa , lama sangaaat tak jumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! :')

Muahaha , aku sangat jahaat ! Kerana diorang tak kasi aku uplod , tapi aku pujuk2 , yeyey , bolehhh , heheh :D Itu Aina ,dan itu Safiga . My lovely frens :) . Mereka baru je daftar . Hee , Welcome to Kuantan Junior2 ku ! Muahahahh *gelak jahat . But stiill , ade cerite tertunggak dengan minah baju biru itu . hee :)

So , aku da menapak kat Uia , BAnyak gile bende nak buat ni ,Ecewaaah . Macam la ade jawatan besar Pfffftt ! hihi . Esok , kene setel add/drop yang gile tu . Then , ade clas mungkin. Pastu , meeting basketball lagi. Muahaha , Amboooi , aku baru je nk heal dr cuti , dah serta merta bizi , Hihi .

Cant wait to see whats waiting for me in this semester !

One thing for sure , Chemistry -the-deadly-course , Im gonna Owwwnnn youuuu ! weee :)

Jaa !

2011-09-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Nak buat sesuatu kene tahu sebab

2011-09-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

"Nak buat sesuatu kene tahu sebab , baru la ade makne ."

Itu prinsip aku .

Assalam.
Pernah tak korang buat sesuatu , tapi tak tahu ape sebab kene buat bende tu ?

Tak pernah ?

Pernah ?

Ha , ceq kat sini , memang pernah . Yeah. Dan aku rase , perbuatan itu sungguhlah tidak best .

A : tahu . B : Tataw C :

Contohnye ,
1- Kenapa kau amek course ni?

A : sebab aku minat gile do , pasni aku nak jadi blablabla~
B : Tah , tu yg aku dapat , tibai je lah. Tu pun da untung 8)

2- Kenapa kau makan ?

A : sebab aku lapar lah , ape lagiiiiii . =.="
B : Tah , keperluan hiduppp (?). :D

3- Kenapa kau mandi ?

A : sebab aku nak wangii , baru la selesa buat kerja dan beribadat :)
B : Tah , keperluan hiduuupp (?) -tade modal =.="

Haa , contohnye la .

Aku dulu , selalu jadi yang B . Tah kenapa aku buat pun aku taktahu . Dan selalunye , golongan B ni, ikot je ape yang selalu orang buat . Senang terpengaruh . Tiada pendirian . Huhu . Dan ,sesungguhnye , bile tiada sebab yg kukuh nak buat bende tu , terus buat acuh tak acuh , ala2 kadar . Kerana die sendiri tahu tiada apa yang perlu dipertahankan . Tak dapat , tape . Dia tak rase melepas pon . Dan kalau die dapat , okay . Tapi tiada kepuasan .

Tapi macamane , keputusan yang dibuat itu , bakal menentukan masa depan hidup die ?

Macam aku , Dulu , lepas Spm , aku mohon JPA . Aku pun tatahu la pekejadah nye aku apply Jpa dan bukan Mara . Padahal , MAra semua Melayu kot . Ada potensi yg tinggu tuk dapat , dr Jpa , yang lamsam semue bangsa . Ya , aku hanya ikot ape yg org laen buat . Hehe . Aku engat lagi , mase aku masuk dewan yang penuh dgn mereka2 yg laen mase explorasi kerjaya doktor tu , perghh , cuak gileeee sioooot ! GULP ! MAse berjalan nak pergi ke tmpt duduk tu , mcm2 dlm otak aku , " eh maslin asal kau amek Jpa , ni bukan mara ? kan da cuak sensorang !" Blerghhh , Tuhan je la tahu :|. End up , dari sekolah aku , yang laen semua laki , aku je perempuan kat HKL tu , Pfftt . Segan aku @.@".

*Kesimpulan :1) aku tataw nape aku apply Jpa

Long story short , the results are off . Dan aku dapat dalam negara je even aku apply luar . Alhamdulillah :) . Walau sebenarnye SEDIH dalam hati T.T. Dan walau aku da rase takyakin da nak amek medic T.T -And the pain worsen , bile masuk cfsiium dgn course biotech yg aku tataw pekejadah aku jadi nnt dengan course ni =.=" , and jumpe balek mmber yg dah kat INTEC .

2) dahla tataw nape aku amek medic , pastu lagi tataw nape aku amek Biotech @.@

Aku rase , aku sedeh sebab aku tahu aku deserve more than beimg a local university's undergraduate , dengan keputusan Spm yg bajet cemerlang tu . Ecewah ,and Overseas are all i ever wanted since i was Form1. MasyaAllah , siapalah aku nak persoalkan takdir dan kuasa Allah yang Maha Mengetahui perjalanan hidup aku . Ye , mase tu aku tahu itu , Tapi tak pekat . tak lekat . Aku sangat sedeh dan down . Akhirnye , aku tersungkur sendiri dengan racun yang aku sendiri letak dalam perjalanan hidup aku ketika itu - Tidak Redha . Semue perkara , aku lost . Aku mcm tataw pape . Bukannye aku takboleh , tapi macam aku ckp , Aku tatw nape aku kat situ then amek biotech yg aku lagi tatahu , dan clearly tiada apa untuk diperjuangkan . Apa yang aku belajar , dan struggle , hanyalah untuk memenuhi kuota Jpa , sebanyak 3.3 . Cipuut je weh . tapi ituu pun susah :( . Bile org tahu je aku pemegang Jpa , semue buat muke , "Hebat gile kau " . dan aku , yg tahu hakikat yg sbnrnye , hanye mampu tunduk lalu tersenyum kelat . Kerana aku tidak sanggup memandang muka2 mereka yang tahu nilai sebuah biasiswa dan mahukannye lebih dari aku , yg masih tidak sedar apa yg aku inginkan .

Aku dah sampai satu tahap di mana aku nak tukar kos da..Rase 'arghh , sains bukan bidang aku!'. Perghh . Tapi aku takut . Bagaimana kalau perasaan yg aku rase tu , dtg balek bile aku tukar kos laen ? Menyesal tak menyesal ? Apa aku nak cakap kat Jpa ? Hilang arah aku waktu tu .

Paling aku sedar , adelah pada sem terakher , di mana semuanya sudah terlambat . Ibarat telur di hujung tunduk . Walau aku buat macamane pon , 4 flat ke bagai , cgpa aku ttp takkan naek . Dah terlambat . Bile dapat result , luluh jantung aku . All i think is about my parents , how will they feel ? is this how i pay their effort ? Ya Allah , what i need to do ????! And there goes , the looks of disappoinment in their faces :'( .
And at that time , all i hoped for is a new start at IIUM Kuantan . Ya Allah , i need strength !

And here i am at Kuantan :)

Learning from the past , Now , i become that person who NEED to know the reason doing something , because the feeling when i accomplished one , is sooo SATISFYING :) . I know now , what is my mission in this course , Biotech , and hopefully Allah will help me along this way :) . Oh why im telling you all this ? Because i dont want you people to make the same mistakes like i did . Yeh , memang perkara dah lepas , tapi aku kene ingatkan diri aku jugak . Kadang2 bile aku stalk blog aku sendiri balik , refresh balik ape yg dah pernah berlaku kat diri aku .

" A wise man is who from the mistakes and never repeat it again .
The wisest ? Look at others' mistakes , and never do it . :D "

So , anda anda semue , lagi2 yang nak amek Spm , dan lepasn Spm nanti ,
Tolong la kenalpasti apa yang anda mahukan . Jangan jadi cam aku ni ha . hahaha . Dan Jangan Ikot Orang . Semua orang ade kelebihan dan kemampuan masing2 . Kalau rase diri minat melukis , amek je la Architecture . Minat seni ? Masuk Aswara . Haaa . Yang penting , kite tahu kerana apa kita lakukan sesuatu dan jelas dengan apa yang kita pertahankan . Bukan pasal course je , tapi semue perkara. Muahaha.

Satu lagi , aku pernah tanye kawan2 aku , ade yg boleh carry on even die tataw kenapa pon die amek course tu . Well , she is so lucky then . Nak buat camane . Manusia semue berbeza . dan ditakdirkan Aku memang camni . Haha . Yang penting , jangan biarkan emosi menguasai diri . Sentiasalah berbalik kepada realiti dan fokus kepada potensi :)

Still , experience is the best teacher in life <3

Okaaaay, Jaa ! :)

Bienvennue !

2011-09-11T02:41:00.000+08:00

Welcome back to

IIUM KUANTAN !

NEW LIFE . NEW PEOPLE . NEW EXPERIENCE .

Ninie yang cepat hebat !

2011-09-10T18:46:00.004+08:00

Because , she gave me this !

and dedicated me a poem !

A Love Note for Max:

Dear Max*Bubble,
This Bubble tea...
links you and me....
bubbly, creamy and tasty....
And...
The tea that you slurp...
tells me that you are superb...
Another cup.... So sweet
Another gulp... Too tick
For me a cup... Oh Please!!

Hehehe . Kalau kite jumpe saya belanja awak :)

Thanx again ! May God bless youuuuuu ^^

Of Oldfriends and Ilham

2011-09-10T02:44:00.002+08:00

Assalam !

Yeah me again ! heee.

Semalam my friends made an open house . Wahh , last minut aku nak balek ni maseh ade lagi . Wee , Well , she was my primaryschool's fren , Hee. So , was expecting to meet others too ! ;)

Hehe , malas nak masuk kan gambar dari camera Balqis .

Sebab i went home early , so xdpat amek group pic :( . Heeeee .

Okeyy , masuk kan la jugaaak

T.T

Balek awal ? Yuppp , sebab am nak balek Moscow daaaa ! Wuwuwuwuwwuuwuuwuwwwuwwwuw . Sedehnyeeeewwww . :|

Lepas ani , am pulek ,pastu sayaaaa :( hehe ,

mengade kan nak cuti lelame !

Lemau laaaa otaaaak tahuuu ? *syko diri

Eeee poyonyewwww :D

And KLIA is a not a place we can usually hangout , so we went batak ,

all the waaaaaay . Hahahah !

We grabbed our midnight supper at Mcd to kill time . Sooo , its almost 11 , and its time to let him go . The last part that get to breakmedown .:'(

Sempat lagi ejek aku ketot =____="

Hihi , Yaaaa , sedehhh , adek da pulang ke pangkuan Negara Nazi yang jauuuuhh tu . Huhuh , Kelak giliran kamek pulak yaaa :D. Papehal , Do well in your study and your "work" , like u always do :)

Sincerely ,

Angah the comel ! :D

So , thats what you missed on ME ~~~~

Hehehe .

Jaa !

Of Raya Yang Dah Basi .

2011-09-10T02:21:00.001+08:00

Assalam People !

Ohh lambatnye updateee ! Walau penat after packing , nak jugak buat ni . Sebab nak masuk U daaa. Wuwu .

Okey , Fast and furious ! :)

On the day of raya , I was wearing this :

Apo ?!

The complete set . Bought it even before Ramadhan ! HAHA . Sebab malas nak pikir . Lagipun tgh bizi Masum . And FYI , those baju raye were selected by Daddy ! Yeyy ! . I feel cool liddat ! 8) hehe . Okey now its shawl . Sebab maen grab je ritu , then , takpasan ade manik2 yang melampau mcm datin kat all over kepala . So , i feel weird gile ! =.=" . And for the first time in history amek Family potret twice !

I like this one the most !

Thats because the 1st one that early in the morning , the lighting and the positions are all wrong . *well u know la theres so many so-called photographer in the house -Tapi still can make this mistakes.Teehee . So, ayah and ummi are the most cool person on earth,cz after raya rumah nenek ,we managed to take another one . Hee. Note my Shawl >.<

Then , Hurried back to Kampung at JB on the evening :)

On the second day :

This boy had a crush on me :3

We went all the regular house we visited . and to add it up , we went to Ilham's fren too ; Hanim . We just went there last year after we realized her father is our dad's old colleague . What a small world , yeaahhh !

On the third day :

Rewang = gotongroyong masak sendiri-lah

Wakyah (auntie) , has a little favor , to make small kenduri tahlil . By rewang intead of catering , Its just a small one anyway , and we are javanese . Cewaah :D.

Instead of the behindthescenestory which im not interested to talk about , i rather focus on what had this event did to us . We managed , finally gather all 6 of the families in this home ! :') . Only Kak Eli was left out. But nvm :) Usually , we only get to meet up 2 or 3 families at a time because of each other's errands . But not this year :). Hmm. Anyways , it still not enough . Sekejap sangat . We rarely gather like this , and i already missed my cousins :( . Till we meet again Cuzzies :')

And we are hoooome !

Then on what day -idontrememeber , ummi wanted to make a small family gathering . On the same day where Fatinah asked me to go to Zahidah's house , as she's about to fly to Jordan , furthering Syariah *if im not mistaken.

Goodluck Zahidah ! :')

On the very same day , My schoolmate which lived around here gave me a surprised visits ! All in one day ! :) . Whats better than that ? ;)

And oh well , long before i know it , a week had passed ! Still , so many houses , so many friends not yet to be visited .

and yeahhh , managed to persuade Bell , to go to Awin's ! He he he :D

Due to my crashed lappy , i lost ALL the pics of my life :'( . Thank God , i uploaded in Fb most of it. But , weirdly , i didnt have any of hers . Padahal die bestfriend I kot ! wuwuw :') Tu yg ngengade ng jenab n asilah gi raye umah diee. Even sesat2 , sampaaai jugak ! Hye Awinn :))

And Asilah;s tooo , with Zakuan :)

And thats what u missed , On ~~GLEE~~ ! . hee . on ME :)

Jaa ! :)

Lucky Draw Aten

2011-09-08T00:27:00.003+08:00

Nak join lucky draw Ateeeeennnnn ! :)

Nak tag : IMAN

Btw , Tak sempat nak buat post ni , sebab busy ng raye . Wuwuuw .

Aritu , join GA YUyue , pastu ALhamdulillahhh I wonnnn ! Taksangkenyeeee ! :') SobsSobs .

I won the 2nd place , so dapat lahh Logo dan doodle satu . Logo adalah sprt yg anda nampak semue di belah kanan blog ini . Dan doodle nye adalah ini :

Miahahah. Sangat berterimakaseh kat awak Yuyueee ! Hee. Fyi , ini DP fb saya :) weee ~

Sekarang nak join Aten punye pulak , mana lah tahu kaaaan ? ;)

Penat !

2011-09-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

Assalaaam.

Memule nak cakap rase penat nyee upgrade blog ni . Muahaha. Ni sebab kalau da masuk belajar nanti , da tade mase da nak ngendeng2 lelebeh kat blog . Subjek sem depan mencabaaaar ! uhukhuk.

So , kalian lihatla ape2 perubahan yg berlaku ni . Sile lah bagi feedback . Hehe . Terlebeh puteh suci pulaaak.:D .Sekarang tinggal nak taruk header , tapi tataw nak buat. Nak try dah , ttbesoftware photoshop tade . Gune software laen ade ke ? Hihi . Dan terima kaseh nak ucap kat Nurul Iman , sebab sudi buatkan satu header . Sobsob . Terharuuu :') . hihi . Malangnye , Exceed 10 kb lalu , tidak bole diupload ! Kecewa :'(

Kalau anda suka , boleh la like lepas ni . Heee :D

Cun kan ? Weeeee . Bertuahnye dapat kawan yang baek macam Imaaaan. hehehe * bodek :)

The last week

2011-09-07T04:09:00.004+08:00

Yeah , the last week at hooooooooooooooooooooome ! :<

Arghh asal tak terbalek2 ? Penat je aku klik =.="

Okay , tadi raye rumah awin and asilah . zakuan at the end of the day ,

tapi tade plak asilah send gambar die; hihi,

Btw , watch this vid . She;s Malaysian , and her voice,.. Walla ! ^^ .

Presenting-------- Nadhira !

The same person who sang Harimau Malaya .

Yeahh , Hitam kuning3x - Go Tigers ! <3

Its the day !

2011-08-30T04:18:00.001+08:00

Taqabbalallahuminnawaminkum.

Selamat hari raye people ! and selamat hari merdeka tooo !

May this year is better than the previous one

and for whatever it means to u :)

Selamat Hari Raye . Cam biasa.

2011-08-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

Assalam people !

yey nak raye daaaa ! ^^

Memetik satu kate2 di Fb hari ni :

Jangan kerana nak menunjukkan rindunya Ramadhan, kita mengeji pula kedatangan Syawal. Sebaliknya, sambutlah Syawal dalam keadaan kita seperti di sepanjang Ramadan, tunduk bertakwa dalam suasana beribadat kepada Allah.

Ramadhan dirindui, Syawal dirai.

Haa , untuk itu , Nah amek kadraye yg tak seberape ni . Ihsan doodle ateyn ! heee :)

Hehee , memang amatur gileee. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Takpelah , nanti saya belajar lagi . :D

Okey , hari ni mencabar gile , sebab masak2 , pastu masih tgh puasa. wuuwuw , Dugaaannn T,T

And , Kali ni , Ketupat telah berjaya dianyam dengan jayanyeee ! weeee. Selalu nye seprauh jalan, then emak habeskan. Salu sangat konpius -.-; Tapi this time i did it! weee..

Again, Selamat Hari Raye Para bloggers ! ^^

Lucky draw by YUyue .

2011-08-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

Thanx ateyn kerana mengetag saye . hee :)

klik banner .

hee . Disebabkan kegilaan terhadap doodle sangat melampau pada saat ini , Harap2 boleh menang :) okey yuyue ? boleh la yuyuee~~~ hihihi :D

Nak tag : Kak Yana <3

2011-08-27T00:42:00.002+08:00

Give me Time

2011-08-26T01:53:00.001+08:00

What does growing up means to you?

More responsbilities ?

More Exposure of life ?

More mature ?

Define it all you want , but age is not the measurement of growing old . Believe me . Its the experience .But still , its a stigma , where people think that your mind and attitude have to be parallel with the increase of age .

So , how if we doesnt ? Is it bad ? Is it a madness ? NO .

We just need TIME .

People around have to help us . We were once a teenager . Now , no longer . The burdens increasing up . So is , expectation . And walking into the adult world , is not easy as it seems . We have to do something we never did before . We have to think about things we didnt want to even care for .

No man like to disappoint other people . Especially the closest ones. And yeah , i do look i dont care , when actually i do . YOU have no Idea , how bad i am struggling everyday , thinking of what i need to do to please everybody . Nothing is ever enough . Stop that Blabbering . I dont like it . YES , I HATE IT .

So , please . Just ask me to do anything you think is im capable of . Because , believe it or not. I am losing my way in this interchanging of phase between adolescence and adult . Walk me out through it .

"Give me one minute , i can be great

Give me one Hour , i am unbeateable "

- Hannibal Smith , A-team

Hows ours ?

2011-08-25T02:44:00.003+08:00

Yes , this is a Mad world :|

Hitam Kuning doodle ^^

2011-08-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

THANX MIZZ ZARELIQA !

I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR HARDWORK AND KINDESS !

HEE !

SAMPAI MASA SAYA PANDAI BUAT DOODLE

I WILL TURN BACK THE FAVOR TO YOUUUUU

Love the slack :)

btw , i have put it at the right side of my blogg <3

heee :D

Cameron Mitchell

2011-08-24T03:58:00.001+08:00

Assalam people ,

Have you watched The Glee project ?

Yeah, only those who has Astro could watch this . But whattheheck , nowadays , everything is in our hands . Just google it and u can watch ! hee .

The glee project is a competition ,which Ryan (the Gleee's producer )is going to select A person for the next role in the GLEE series .So , in Malaysia , this programme now is in its 4th episode . But if u watch it in Youtube , you can watch the whole episodes . Well , itoldyah.

And The one who captivated my heart is Cameron Mitchell !

Cameron Mitchell

He was awesomeee ! Can you see the geeky nerdy character he brings ? That is Epic ! His voice also , not to mention , also among the best . Its the kind that could give you goosebumps when you heard it :) . He almost get expelled , in episode 2 if im not mistaken . But thank God he was saved :')

Ryan said he looks like Paul Smith's Model =__="

Tomorrow's task would gonna be 'Pairability' , which they are going to pair up . Daymmmmmmm ! I was seized by my great curiosity , i cant wait till tomorrow to watch it ! so , i Youtube-ing ! , and and and...... T.T

wuwuwwuwu , JELOUSSSS T,T

IHETCHUUUU WOMAN!

Hahahahaha. Gileeee. I mean , he is so coool. And i cant stand , sitting and watching them doing that mushy romantic scene arghhhh ! You are killing me , Cameron :( ,

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwh :')

There was a task , where they have to admit their own weakness-by stating it at a board .(Oh thats the episode when he almost get kicked Out !) . and he was wearing " Misunderstood" signboard . I dont really get why . He just said that,at his hometown , people always see him the way he is actualy not . im not sure if what was he tring to say is , that those people thought him as Nerdy peson and treat him like he was invisible. Yeah , I totally dont get it. But , what can i sensed was , he is very much can adapt his weakness , and that killed him potential ,-which what they have to do that week , Expressive- according to Zach (choreographer) . *Well ,i think Its just him , who is not used to express his feelings and become emotional .

Cam and Damian is like a bestfriend :)

But the most heartbreaking part while im trolling this tube is , i saw an episode where he resigned from this competition . WHAT CAMERON?! dont leave meeeeeeeeeeee ! I really neeed youuu on this showw ! He thought Glee is not where he belongs. Oh Poor My Cameron :(

Well , whatever , thats life *tetibe . Whatever happens , i will always love you CAMERON MITCHELL !
weeee

Jaa ! :)

Pictures : here

The second doodle

2011-08-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

hehehe

Thanx ATEN !

Ni i request for red color , and she did it onspot ! :O

Weewitt ! Kalau nak tahu , aten ni pun macam org2 baru dalam bidang2 doodle ni .

Ecewaaah , baru2 pun , comeyyl jep ^^ heee.

Papepon, teruskan usehe ye Aten ! You can do itttt !

and and , This doodle is Lovelayhhhhh

Love it ! <3

Btw , ni satu lagi yang die buat ,

Die ni baek , taruk kat blog pastu free je tuk sesape nak amek

*clapclap

terharu aa camni ,

Awak sangat baek !

Teruskan usehe ye cik Aten !

Heee :)

Cool kan ? :D

Doodle lagi

2011-08-23T16:49:00.002+08:00

Dari Belog Nadhirah !

haaa. Anda Mahu Doodle Percuma ? Memang tajuk ni paling aku suka . HAHAHA. If reblog can reduce fat , i'd be a supermodel da sekarang . Muahahaha. Hadiah die best ouhhhhhh . heeee .

1) doodle x 3 *nad lukis sendiri hehe
2) domo keychain tajaan needle and thread x 1
3) hp pouch tajaan needle and thread ( boleh pilih design ) x 1
3) edit keseluruhan blog x 2

Then nak tag : Antoo Ungu dan Azatlazat.

hee :)

Jaa ! <3

Belajar kerana sape ?

2011-08-23T01:52:00.000+08:00

Kerana Sape?

Belajar kerana manusia, hidup sengsara.

Belajar kerana manusia, bila gagal kamu hampa.

Belajar kerana manusia, bila berjaya baru kamu lega.

Belajar kerana Ilahi,

Bila berjaya, kamu sujudkan dahi.

Bila berjaya, kamu senyum nampak gigi.

Bila berjaya, kamu rasa nak usaha lagi.

Tiada rasa cukup ilmu dalam hati.

Belajar kerana Ilahi,

Bila gagal, patah semangat jauh sekali.

Bila gagal, rasa nak cuba lagi.

Bila gagal, tiada manusia boleh gugat diri.

Belajar kerana Ilahi,

Tiada cacian berbekas di sanubari.

Tiada makian boleh guris hati.

Tiada kutukan lemahkan spirit dalam diri.

"Allah meninggikan darjat orang-orang yang beriman di antara kamu dan orang-orang yang diberi ilmu pengetahuan agama (dari kalangan kamu) beberapa darjat..." (Al Mujadalah:11)

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Study Yang Steady

Belajar kerana Allah, pasti bahagia.

Belajar kerana Allah, pasti berjaya.

Pasti jalan ilmu itu bercahaya.

Pasti jelas matlamat seorang hamba.

Belajar kerana Allah, tiada frust menimpa.

Apa pun result diterima seadanya.

Bila berjaya takabbur tiada.

Bila berjaya Alhamdulillah sentiasa.

Bila berjaya kita sedar ilmu itu milikNya.

Belajar kerana Allah, bila gagal tetap berlapang dada.

Puji keji manusia sekadar singgah di telinga.

Tiada ambil kisah itu semua.

Itulah musafir ilmu berakal sempurna.

Ilmu itu datang kepada pencintanya, pendambanya.

Pencintanya itu ialah yang cintakan Al Hakim.

Yang Maha Bijaksana.

Pendambanya itu ialah yang dambakan Al 'Alim.

Yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya.

"Sebenarnya yang menaruh bimbang dan takut (melanggar perintah) Allah dari kalangan hamba-hambaNya hanyalah orang-orang yang berilmu." (Fatir:28)

dari blog ini :)

Kene tag

2011-08-22T09:45:00.000+08:00

Assalam people.

haaa ,pepagi butooo aku da online . Ajaib ni . Engat sonang ke nak tengok aku segar pepagi ni . hehehe

So alkessahnyee , thanx dekat cik KhairulDean kerana telah mengetag saya ! weeeee

Inilah die :

hehehe . Thax cik khairul , sebab tag sayaaaa. wah , 1st time ni :). hihi. Jap ,pastu kene buat ape eh ? bagi link kat cik Maya ke ? :D Sorry la , takselalu buat -.-" aigoooooo

Nak tag : Ainazira dan Nurul Iman :)

Jaa !

Saya bersyukur

2011-08-22T09:35:00.001+08:00

Saya tahu saya tidak cantik.. Tapi, walaupun saya tidak cantik, saya tetap ada kelebihan..

Kerana saya tidak cantik, saya tidak jadi mangsa gangguan lelaki-lelaki yang rosak akhlaknya.

Kerana saya tidak cantik, saya dapat pelihara diri saya daripada pandangan bernafsu lelaki yang tidak menjaga pandangannya.

Kerana saya tidak cantik, saya selamat daripada menjadi senjata iblis mencairkan iman lelaki.

Kerana saya tidak cantik, saya tidak mendapat fitnah dan cemburu daripada wanita-wanita lain.

Kerana saya tidak cantik, saya tidak mengharapkan pujian daripada mana-mana lelaki dan wanita.

Dan kerana saya tidak cantik, akhirnya saya menemui insan yang ikhlas mencintai dan melamar saya serta menerima saya seadanya.

Kerana saya tahu.. Saya tidak cantik pada pandangan manusia.. Maka saya akan berusaha agar kelihatan cantik disisi ALLAH s.w.t Kerana bukan kecantikan dunia yang saya kejar... Tapi KECANTIKAN di akhirat kelak...

credits : blogfarah

2011-08-22T07:23:00.001+08:00

"Looking at the filmmaking trend , by 2020 , the generation from Other country will be mastering in chemical , bombs , sciences and technology . But we , our generation will be having a very great knowledge in kemenyan , santau , bomohing and also , remembering the hantu's names =.="

-Correct me if im wrong.-

2011-08-21T02:20:00.001+08:00

*when.life.takes.its.turn*

5years ....

Vanishing Act.

TmT

1st January 2012

Officially Finals .

Zack Ahmad

AND THIS IS THE REAL FAREWELL ! :)

Who would thought ..

Subhanallah . Alhamdulillah ,. Allahuakbar .

Confession #1

8 Biggest Myths about EXAMINATIONS!!

Random #2

My friends are the most beautiful people #4 . -Election

Weird and weirder

Will it be you ?

Random #1

Where is The love ?

Long lists

Hectic days are coming.

Yunie gave me this

Just a week .

2 months already .

HOME

It saddens me to see the level of humanity gradually degrading day after day.

The Case of Yue Yue: China's Dwindling Morality

Passion #1

Just nice :)

The Pilgrimage

This .

Reminder #1

A montage video i made .

My friends are the most beautiful people #3

My friends are the most beautiful people #2

Jangan Terasa Hati

U thought u knew , but u didnt .

Stop 'Bangau'-ing .

Beezz bezzz , bezzzyyyhhhh !

New stuff #1

Kerana fitrah manusia yang suke meminta

The hangouts

Be Grateful

FIrst class

My friends are the most beautiful people #1

Nak buat sesuatu kene tahu sebab

Bienvennue !

Ninie yang cepat hebat !

Of Oldfriends and Ilham

Of Raya Yang Dah Basi .

Lucky Draw Aten

Penat !

The last week

Its the day !

Selamat Hari Raye . Cam biasa.

Lucky draw by YUyue .

Give me Time

Hows ours ?

Hitam Kuning doodle ^^

Cameron Mitchell

The second doodle

Doodle lagi

Belajar kerana sape ?

Kene tag

Saya bersyukur

when.life.takes.its.turn